i wanna curse!
stupid fever.
someone must have cursed me real bad.
i caught a fever in school.
so 'suay'.
fucking headache. fucking pain
even as im typing my pain in my head is throbbing
anyway.
im posting to say sorry to shermain
i know i have been real bad to you
i have to tell you the truth
but i get irritated by you very easily
so i had to get away from you
to avoid from scolding you
i really hope you wont blame me for this
as i get irritated by you real easily
dont ask me why
i dont know the reason
so, sorry.

and whats happening to me
dreaming of that again?
am i phsychotic or what.
killme.

Dorawhatsgoingon.
i feel as if im being a pain in the neck
and an eyesore to you
its like your bo chapness
is really getting me very worried on our friendship
have we talked too much about studies
and so call neglected
this friendship
or am i just thinking too much again
i really dont know
i hope things will turn out fine
and that we'll do well in our studies.
you know how slacky i am
and cant be bothered attitude at times
i know what i say may irritate you at times
well, i hope you can tell me whats wrong
and stay to here me out
ok, ill stop here...

Song For Dora

friends come and friends go
friendship dies and puts out the glow
nothing lasts forever
nothing stays together...

if our friendship
could even last
id thank you
as i had a blast
with you
with you..
even if for a short time
i wouldnt mind
as meeting you has changed
my point of view
of friendship
and i hope it will last
not go...

Written by -me