country roads

2005-03-22T17:24:00.000-08:00

i wanna curse!
stupid fever.
someone must have cursed me real bad.
i caught a fever in school.
so 'suay'.
fucking headache. fucking pain
even as im typing my pain in my head is throbbing
anyway.
im posting to say sorry to shermain
i know i have been real bad to you
i have to tell you the truth
but i get irritated by you very easily
so i had to get away from you
to avoid from scolding you
i really hope you wont blame me for this
as i get irritated by you real easily
dont ask me why
i dont know the reason
so, sorry.

and whats happening to me
dreaming of that again?
am i phsychotic or what.
killme.

Dorawhatsgoingon.
i feel as if im being a pain in the neck
and an eyesore to you
its like your bo chapness
is really getting me very worried on our friendship
have we talked too much about studies
and so call neglected
this friendship
or am i just thinking too much again
i really dont know
i hope things will turn out fine
and that we'll do well in our studies.
you know how slacky i am
and cant be bothered attitude at times
i know what i say may irritate you at times
well, i hope you can tell me whats wrong
and stay to here me out
ok, ill stop here...

Song For Dora

friends come and friends go
friendship dies and puts out the glow
nothing lasts forever
nothing stays together...

if our friendship
could even last
id thank you
as i had a blast
with you
with you..
even if for a short time
i wouldnt mind
as meeting you has changed
my point of view
of friendship
and i hope it will last
not go...

Written by -me

2005-03-18T18:37:00.000-08:00

heyyyy peepos!!
anyway
just to say
for those people who dont know
where my tagboard is located.
scroll down.
there will be 'pop up my cbox'
click on it and my tagboard will appear eh?=))
yesterday wen to shuqun
for some prac
and they trashed us.
duh?
we were like the biggest band there
but kind of like the softest?
so embarrassing.
lolss. nvrm
anyway.
i forget to say that i witnessed a pigeon die!!
omg.
thats like so sad lah.
haisss
watched it die a slow and painful death
poor thing.
yeahh
life is just like that

2005-03-16T23:08:00.000-08:00

oh yeahh.
i liked changed my skin.
and am so happy lahh
yahh
i know its kinda like plain.
but still love it as much.
=)) kk. rockk on peepo!=))

2005-03-13T23:19:00.000-08:00

havent posted much.
no time.
sports day
it was fun. won 2nd prize.
dora and i were screaming like mad.
ahhass-
when we finished the race we practically
went around hugging people
and telling people we love them
ahhass.
yahh.
went for band camp
just came back
quite all right
pants suck
performance was all right
the dancers were great
just so cool.
yeahhh-
guess thats all ? =))

-dedication to johnny

hey. insulting me like that will get you no where.
and let me tell you
no one in this world is to be born to what
you want them to be
some people are borned
disfigured. fat and ugly
i dont know what i did
to offend you so much
i didnt even talk to you
maybe it was when i went
up to recieve my prize or something
well. whatever it is
i just hope you will wake up from your childish thoughts
and that looking good is not everything in this world
you yourself
to tell you the truth
look horrible too
you can ask others or shermain
if you wanna know the truth
i didnt know you before
but now i see how horrible you are
i look at you with disgust
no offence
many people hate you
i pity your girlfriend
you once ha a hongkong girlfriend
i think she was blind back then
to fall for such an uncivilised babarian
who has no sense of shame whatsoever
i speak english often doesnt mean
that i think my english is very good
and if you dont like it
thats your business
so just leave my blog alone.
as the saying goes
"people who have nothing better to do. often find fault in others."
and if that's how do you put it 'chim' for you.
kindly look up the dictionary.
thank you.=))

2005-03-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

gaws bella
this entire post is to reply you
lolss
okok cut the crap
thanks for reading my post
anyway yeahh dora dropped the habit
happy bout that
our friendship
itsdriftingapart-
i dont know whats happening
i guess we're all too occupied with our own buisness
we dont talk that much now
not much things to share
not many problems
maybe i treat friendship too seriously
i dont know why-
we just keep being sacarstic towards each other
due to my serious mood swings
and hers too ofcourse.
its like a cany be helped thing
we just exploded all of a sudden

and i cant stand everything around me
i just find life so boring
for once in my life i actually find lifemeaningless
get what i mean?
i know its childish
trying to snap out of it
its like the same routine
a cycle that never ends
and im getting bored of living life
i want to live it a different way
i thnk i watched too many soapoperas
really dont know what the hell is wrong with me
bth- who cares anyway
everyone has their own life to live right?
yahh- and i just noticed
that i cared so much what people thought of me
but i realised that all of us have to grow out of it one day
so why not now?
i think im forcing myself to grow up too fast
maybe im jjust thinking too much
just keep thinking about non-sensical things
makes me hallucinate
im practically becoming mad
and the letter
its okay. i understand
im failing in almost everything
if its not failing its deproving
i just feel so dman freaking depressed
but the thing is i dont study at all!!!!
now you know why i say im mad?=))
ahhass- i even break out into peals of laughter
for no reason...
i guess i overreacted too much
too my dad's and sisters words
but i have to agree that they did wake me up from my childish world
i guess i like it this way
im such a sadist
depriving myself for no reason
yahh-
thanks for listning bell
though we dont talk much
but thanks for everything
and glad you met dora
i dont care much about chioness now

dont think it really matters much in the real world
so just trying to like
concentrate on my studies
hope i do well and go to a good jc
dont think much about kelly

its just a passing phase
reminicse on the past
was a stupid thing to do
espeically over this sorta thing
it just disturbs me
it irks me when i think about it
i still act normal
just dont feel normal yeahh?
thanks again-

friendsalways-

i hope you dont mind if i put down in words..
how wonderful life is
now your in the world

2005-03-07T18:04:00.000-08:00

gaks
gaks
gaks
so freakin tired
anyway
passed my chinese test
i was like screaming my head off.
even thought i only got 54-
bleahh~
pass for this paper
im happy enough.=))
ahhass-
yahh.
dont know why
but seem real excited for sports day
yeahhhooooo-
bleahh~~
just the thought of band makes me wanna faint
and kill myself
i hate band that much
today was like such a joke
i followed bingyang and hakim
to buy some 'cute cute' pressie
for Adib's sayang?
lolsss- whatever.
im so not malay
yahh- and we like laughed our asses off
while choosing the pressie
yeahh
ate big mac. bloated.
off ta sleeep!!! bahahhaass-

2005-03-05T22:20:00.000-08:00

band band band.
stupid fucking band.
the practices.
they actas if we have got no life to live.
its practically everyday!
and its always being dragged till very late.
yahh-
anyway.
went to mom's office.
watched her rebond her hair.
for 4hours!
and brought my younger sister for a hair cut
bahahahahaass-
so fun so fun.
bleahh~~
yahh. guess that was all.??=)

oh oh. and johnny. i beg of you again
please stop polluting my tagboard
wanna scold.
just scold me face to face
i dont really care
suan all you want.
just leeeeaaaveeee my blog alone.
thank you.=)

2005-03-03T20:25:00.000-08:00

awww man.
the fraking chinese test was horrible.
i doubt i'll even pass it.
st was not bad.
quite all right
pass but definitely not with flying colours.
why am i failing everything?
do i have a problem or something.
kill me.
and today my class and i had to perfrom for some
funny assembly
and we hadda sing some funny song
i composed using school values
i didnt know why the girls
liked it so much.
i found it weirdd.
but i won vouchers.
so who cares anyway.
aahhass.
yeahh yeahh
i am a money face. its true.=)
anyway. i had so much fun today
though i felt quite depressed.
but nevermind.
and the beanny qi ming is so so funny.
ahhass.
funny people.
cant help it. their born funny.
wahahahass.

2005-03-02T12:41:00.000-08:00

this is the 2nd post. its late at night.
just feel so sick and tired
came back from the heats
ate dinner
fixed dinner
washed dishes
watched half an hour tv
washed dishes
and i had to fold a whole week of clothes
no one cared
no one bothered
and i have a test tomorrow
just feel like collapsing
and band practices
is everyday till 5
they act as if we dont have a life to live.
just fuckk off
you have your life
i have my life
if i dont wanna go
its not your buisness
im committed enough
so fuck off!!
tiredd-
just wanna cry
cry out loud
sick and tired of everything
of life..

2005-03-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

today sucked.
it just sucked so much i cant explain
the fucking heats so fucking tiring
and i didnt eat
damn!
whats the money waiting in my wallet for
and my science test
i didnt flunk it
but i did real bad
man
im just so depressed.
just feel like cursing
but i cant spout out all
the vulagarities at one time!!!
so i'd rather not curse.
nevermind.
sighss.
tomorrow i have a chinese test.
as well as Maths
i think im gonna fail both
forget it
and Dora
Our friendship may be drifting apart i dont really know
maybe i was just too overreactive
maybe i just was too sensitive
yahh.
im always like that.
i just hope you wont think so much
or worry over this matter
just hope you'll concentrate on your studies and do well
dont let your brains or life go to waste
i'll change
you'll see.
i'll come back as me
i'll like being enthu.i just cant help it
its too bad if you think im acting cute
at most i'll just give a nochlant attitude whenever
i see you. heh?
dora. i'm always changing my attitude
cause im afraid people wont like me for who i am
but i dont care now.
i know whats right and wrong
i'll just be myself=)
thanks for everything
just hope our friendship will last
i may be your ever so close friend dora
but, family is always first
and you've got to believe that
no one else in this world would risk ther life for you
and neither would i
its the truth
its reality. we've gotta face it.
i have my own life to live you know.
and so do you=)
so cheer up and be happy.=D
`smile-always *to you-

being with you
as a friend
was everything i could wish for
you filled my empty soul
with joy and happiness
with love and care
but as the years passed
we drifted apart
nothing mattered
not even trust
everything just suddenly disspeared
i didnt know what was happening
but i just hoped it was just a dream
but this was reality
and i had to face it
i just want you to know that
i'll continue to treasure this friendship
for as long as it takes
even if you dont care
and all the fun memories
that we shared
i love you as a friend
and thank you for everything you helped me with
it didnt last long
but being your friend for just one day
meant alot to me
and i hope it does to you too.=)
`sharon to dora-

2005-03-01T20:06:00.000-08:00

i didnt realise how much i cared
what people thought about me
till bingyang told me my flaws.
i just noticed that.
i dont have my own atitude.
one moment im an irritating small
uncivilised girl.
the next moment
im a sacarstic miss whatever.
am i mad or smoething
or am i just adjusting to what people wants me to be
some people will say im thinking too much
like my sister.
you think what you want.
i had such a great impact when bingyang told me that
my happy go lucky squeaky attitude
looked as if i was acting cute.
i hate it when people say that i act cute
do i?
is being HIGH or HAPPY a wrong thing.
why the hell do i even care so much.
so you know what.
from now on i'll just shut be gap
be lifeless in SCHOOL only.
so that no one will notice anything
weird or sickly about me
i'll just be a speck of dust on the floor.
yeahh. and i wont have to care so much about what people say anymore
isnt that a great idea.
no one will notice the drastic change.
i like that.
okay.
thats a good idea.
and friendship
i think i'd rather be not so sensitive anymore
and just treat it as something
small and umimportant
i'll jjust write down my problems
and talk to myself
that would be great.
now, what the fuck is wrong with me.
forget it
i give up
bye.

2005-02-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

ahhh.
siann.
dad just came back from Texas
and he bought me some funny sweet
with a freaggin WORM inside.
eeee-wwwww.
it is so disgusting.
but the way he describe the people there.
whooo-aa.
big fat and obnoxious.
and an 8yr old kid will go up to you and say
'gimmi a dollar man!'
and my dad will reply
'get lost man! go get a life man!'
lolss.
what funny language,
and all of them walk as if their balls are too big.
and the womans backsides grows sideways.
bahahahahass.
so funny.
-.-
zanne's not back yet.
dont really miss her.
the house is rather peaceful
and i like it that way
still have loads of homework to do
not really homework
its kinda PPT?
for FRIERICH.
boring.
kkk.
post another one later.

2005-02-26T11:28:00.000-08:00

boring day ahead.
finished homework.
nothing to do.
just finished making another blogskin.
quite happy with it.
'crying out for love'
yeahh.
got it from a movie.
kk
post later.

2005-02-25T22:01:00.000-08:00

bloody hell.
my freakin tagboard has a freaggin prob.
ahhh.
everythings so horrible.
good thing tomorrow i have no band.
if not i kill myself liao.
ahhass.
very sad.
dissapointed with myself.
haisss.
keep failing.
but finished my homework today.
felt so good yeahh?
wheeheeee~
awwwwww.
but once my dad comes back i cant use his photoshop anymore.
sad sad.
cant create blogkins then.
haiss.
nvrmm.
kkk. guess thats all.
think im not really suffering from pms anymore.
hope im not.
ill try not to explode yeah?=)
kkk. bye.

2005-02-24T19:30:00.000-08:00

what is wrong with me.
i think im having a severe case of pms.
and wth.
i woke up late today.
and my name was taken down.
farkk it.
forget it. no use cursing now.
and shermain.
so sorry.
i used to tolerate your nonsense
but i dont know why
now i cant.
i just exploded.
maybe because i tolerated you for too long.
and dora.
i didnt mean to call you a stupid girl.
im just doing it to entertain myself.
i just feel so sick and tired.
and band sucks to the core everytime i think of it.
it ruins my wonderful day.
and i keep having illusions
about himm.
what the hell.
i really am going crazy.
i need help.

all i wanna do is run
to anywhere
any place
a big field
full of lavenders
anywhere thats peaceful
i hate this place
i hate it

2005-02-20T19:44:00.000-08:00

havent really been blogging.
guess i was too lazy.
bella bout the pressie thing.
its okay.
nothing to feel embarassed about.=)
and kelly that thing.
i was overeacting.
as usual. ahhas.
anyway. today my dad had a 'stomach cramp'
i was totally freaked out.
afraid he might collapse and die any moment.
but he's okay now.=)
this wonderful wonderful skin was made my siewb00n.
my sisters ever so cute friend.
my sister forever describing how cute she is.
ahhass. sadly havent really seen her in real life.
i got kinda attracted to this skin.
even though my sis doesnt like it.
dont know why.
maybe cause its too girly.
yeahh. abit. but for now i cant really find any proper skin yet.

so bottle up our love
throw it out to sea
watch it away as you cry
the years have passed
the seasons go

2005-02-19T20:54:00.000-08:00

fuck my mother.
i hate her.
unreasonable arse.
dora's in a much worse state than me.
all that happened yesterday. so i better forget it.
anyway.
dora came over today.
she broke off with joel.
she felt much better.
i think.
did our homework.
went swimming.
had fun.
bought rings.=)
thanks dora.
she went home and that was it.
enjoyed myself.^.^

2005-02-14T17:09:00.000-08:00

why do i have such a sad life.
maybe its just because i thin i have one.
why do i keep brooding over him?
when will i ever stop?
do you know how irritating it is?
today sucked big time.
i dont care if any poilce sees this post or whatever my 'dear' ex-dicipline master.
i have done nothing wrong in stating down my thoughts.
anyway. today we had some lame firedrill.
it was so damn freaking hot. my head could cook a head.
whats more. we still had a speech under the freaking hot sun!
dont they even know how to think for us children?
have they ever thought we could die of a heat stroke?
how much more dumb can they get.
its not an insult teachers. its just my thoughts=)
boring day. everything was dead boring.
my attitude was like 'fuck care to everything!'
the only thing that was nice today. was that i didnt had to pay for recess!
wheeeheeeee~
weiguang treated me to $4 wahahhass. '
i am such a good extorter for money. lolss.
it was a treat yeh. not my fault=) =P
and read reader's digest today. was really intrested about the topic of the two lovers.
they actually waited for decades for each other and their now living together in Hanoi in Japan. its a true story. ihave the pictures.
they really know what is true love and know how to treasure it./
its rather rare in this world.especially in singapore. sad thing.
kkk. wanna take a 'short' nap. Bella go read my previous post!=)
well guess thats all. bye-

Music of the moment:One more sad song
By: All American Rejects

chorus*
one more sad song
tears shed she's gone.
she'd take it back if she only could..
and all the perfect words they seem so wrong
she's gone.
you wish that you could learn to see
the door closed and you wish you could be
alone with you
alone with me
what can i do?
i cannot breathe.
my heart is true for all to see
alone with you.
alone with me.

2005-02-13T16:07:00.000-08:00

bl00dy hell. why the hell is eveything in blogger chinese. i so hate chinese. no offence to those chinese lovers. anyway. i feel like so damn depressed!!! i scored only 64 for my chinese test. and the lowest in my class is only 55? highest is 96? fuck it man. kkk. forget it. anyway its over. oh man i feel so happy!!! yesterday when i was buying a pressie for bella i saw her at the same shop buying for me lah. lolss. so damn coincidential. wonder how's he doing.think he'll get many pressies too. sad. i cant give him one. hardly see him. still brooding over the rosyth thing. damn. why didnt i see him. why does he always have to go on the day i dont go! haiss. nvrm. anyway a message for you bella.. =)

-**Bella thanks so much for your pressie. gave your brother and darius one too. gave your bro chocs but gave you something else. hope you like it. =) smile always. and dont be sad kaes? =) smile sweeter. heh heh heh. im such a pervert. lolss. kk. mwahhhs**-

and the necklace bella gave me was so damn nice=) just loved it. feeling all right now. not that bad. can eat. hehehehhe. finish up all the goodies in house!!!!!!! ahhhasss- nah. my mother will kill me. anyway. all of you should watch this show when it comes out. it rocks man. you'll regret if you dont watch it. even for those hentai guys. cause J.Lo is acting inside!! wahahahhasss- its called 'SHALL WE DANCE?' it seriously rockss man. the dance moves. salsa quickstep waltz even pop. alls inside. i rate it 5stars. and it tells you never to give up on what you love most even if you had made 1 mistake. and never because of one small mistake try to hide from the truth and not realise how much you have given up on. =) it rocks. seriously. must watch!!! now i wanna watch the 'HOLW'S MOVING CASTLE' also by 'SPIRITED AWAY' director. or producer whatever. okay. gotts go. bye. and Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!

2005-02-11T23:36:00.000-08:00

achoo!
i feel so horrible.
my whole face is exploding.
but i still have some energy to blog. so.. wahahahhasss-
yahh. kaes. whatever. anyway. nothing much happened. our class was so empty today. wished i hadnt come too=P. ahhass. boring. and i have tons of homework not done yet. i think im gonna faint. shit. today went 'shopping' with my sister for Valentine's Day pressies. it was like so fun! i havent really bought anyone anything on V'day. not till now. loved it. it was damn fun. and wrapping pressies. now my sis is writing postcards. later she'll help me with mine. she seems in an awfully good mood today. and so am i=) ahhass. dont know why. but im still feeling sick (0.o). awwwww. my nose is swollen and so is my throat. =( *drip drip drip* water comeing out of my nose. its like a leaking tap. and it sucks. i still have to buy more presents tomorrow for bella and joanne. haiss- puo chan. my heart broke in to a thousand pieces when i spent $30. i know i veh cheapo lah kae. ahhas. bo bian. mother's and father's genes. damn stingy. ^.^ ahhass- but nevermind. whats spent is spent=) look on the bright side.. which is? i dont know. =P haiss- heatd that Bella's having problems. dont know how to help her as i dont know what her problem is. sadd. and me and dora. dont talk much now. we are like everything also bo chap. still have to help the shermaina nd miinggweii- haiss. im such a busybody. arent i? yeahh- i know.cant be helped. =Pbleahh~~ kks. nothing more to blogg. if not ill be crapping all the way to the end. kk. nite~ buh bye- sweet dreams. oh oh. and for chinese new year? it was the most boring one ever. it sucked. totally. but love the money,! wahahahhasss- im such a money face. and thats a fact. i dont mind people calling me that. ahhass=) all right. bye then-

2005-02-08T16:39:00.000-08:00

why he never go. ah ah ah. and damn it. i had to like wright everything all over again as the damn thing got deleted. fuck it. anyway. school today was boring. saw the arse at cp. -sucker- took a bus to rosyth. saw many of my sisters batch and ou batch. Jeco and Guan Jie most outstanding ones. my jaw dropped when i saw them. the're so damn handsome! OMG OMG OMG! lolss- sylvester. ewwww- lolss. no offence. saw vernon with the les that was once in sgs but transfered to sengkang sec. because of her gf. didnt know she was from rosyth. and that stooped angeline go cut butch hairstyle. its a good thing she's not one. and JUliana's hair was so damn cute! weeet! lolss. anyways. saw joanne she was also so freaggin cute. had to pinch her. darren. become guai kia. ahhh- so nice. dont hate him that much anymore for the -past-. haiss- but still very sad. shaun wu lost so much weight. eugene.. WOW! lost like 10kg! couldnt even recongnize him. from fat orangutan become skinny monkey. ahhass- me and bella did a hi5 on that. saw many shuai ge's from our batch. they changed so much! so cool. sean. same same lah. sze min had long hair. so sweet. mervin. so shuai. terrence and damien also damn shuai. bjorn as childish as ever. jiali had a sec.5 stead. so cool. but he seriously doesnt look like one. he is so short? sorry no offence. miss rosyth man. really- oh and andrew also very shuai. huijuan cut back to short hair. didnt change much. =) always smiling- lolss. hmmms. met up with bella and sihui and bifang. bifang !! so cute so cute. we had so much fun disturbing her. and bella grown prettier and sihui too. as usual. haha- but i didnt see him. waaaaaahh! ='( -throwing tantrums-so childish. thats what my sis will say. -whatever- lolss. love that word. talked at deli ate at Deli . loved it. ahhhh- so nice so nice. but also very sad. nvrm. guess im not supposed to see him. oh oh oh and JINGSEN was so damn cute. the clothes he wore were like so cool! and he likes yanjing. farkk~ she sarks lahh. dont like her please! she seriously sucks.haiss- kk. g2g bye-

2005-02-02T18:42:00.000-08:00

aaaaaahhhhh~~~ so cute so cute!!!! darius and jingsen so damn cute lorrr. ahhass- im mad. so sorry to felicia i left her alone.. i had my reasons kaes? real real sorry. haiss- anyway. today sat bus with maopei jingesen darius and another guy. donno wads his name but also from rosyth pri!!! wheee~~~ rosyth rocks!!! ahhass- anyway. they were damn funny lorr. especially darius. so dman cute!! if you were there you would laugh your ass off man!!! ahhasss- so dman funny lorr. then darius keep saying he so shuai. bleah~~ like real. he look like padington bear. ahhass- so farnie!!! ahhass- then keep zhi siao maopei bout andy lorr. lolsss. so sweeeeeeettttt!!!!!!! ahass- hate that biatch. that farking biatch!! hate her all my life. kaninabu chao chee bye. fark fark farkk~~ farkk off lah biatch!!! so damn fucking act!!!! get lost cbk.!!! >.< ahhass- kk finished cursing. guess thats all. bye-

2005-02-01T22:00:00.000-08:00

opss. mixed up the date. its either on 7 or 8th feb for the gathering. haiss- saddening. all have reunion dinner. kaoss. liddis its like no need meet up liao lorr. sad lah. we hardly get to meet up. now have chance then come out this stoopid reunion dinner thing. aiya. eat then eat lahh. whats the big deal. bleah~ anyway. today went to the science centre for some DNA lesson. whoa sibei boring lorr. budden only the part where we seperated the solution and retrieved the bacteria. very fun. ahhass- damn disgusting man the bacteria. so sticky gooey. and the stoopid solution is farking smelly!!!! its worse than shit. it makes you puke! its more sick than under your armpit or in your mouth. it is damn damn stink!!! yuck- eeekkk!!
ahhas- on the way back to school in the bus was like damn fun? shouting and screaming like crazy people. ahhss- almost got into an accident. bloody fucking uncle dont know how to drive. face so du lan. got PMS ah. kaoss- okok- g2g bye.

2005-01-28T10:28:00.000-08:00

heyss. this is not really a post. just to reply bella's dedication. bahahhas. kks. anywae. hmmms. yerpp should be can lor. just afraid on that day the band prac. stretch very long. so schedule not confirmed yet. =( haiss. but should be can bahs. ahhas. yeahh sure. can come to our school. maopei and dora. ahhas. sweet and cute. not say ah lian chio lorr. they veh mei. ahhass. yerpp. ehss. then what time you coming? sms me when you coming lorr. kaes? ahh. then you want to ask bifang,zhiyu, bjorn and eugene the rest? then go back rosyth for a while? then after that go to heeren or cineleisure? orchard there? tagg me or write it in your post or something k? ahhas.. kk buh bye. love yah. mwahhss- (-.^*)

2005-01-27T17:31:00.000-08:00

haisss. heard from jingsen that bella and him fight. aiyo. dont fight. brother sister. and ah. jingsen. why 'indirectly' say that its shameful to have a sister like bella? she's so good!!!! she's great. dont say that kae? she so pretty. hardworking. got brains. dont fight liao k. yahh. =)

eeek! i must sit beside some asshole in class. farkk-- the damn science class saks.. kaoss. must sit beside some.. eeeek!! arh! so damn suck! arhh!! kk. forget it. haiss. siann niarhh. cheena new year mayb going back to rosyth with bella. bjorn ask me call euegent they all also. lolss. dunno lehh. mayb on tt day veh busy lorr. haiss. farkk again-- band sucks. man. hate it. bleah. kk gotta write some weird script. tata~

2005-01-25T22:01:00.000-08:00

i wanna curse i wanna curse. i wanna curse!! ahh. fuck that stupid friend of jingsen. the stupid assholely BRANDON he saks he sakd he saks. ahh. fuck him. he think he veh shuai ah huh. say what maopei not good enough. too short. what put on chiong list. mai act lorr. act pai. knn. anyhow call us xialan. u XL lah u fa-ker. kns. cbk. so ugly. so act. always bully jingsen. pull down his pants. knn. ur pants too tight ah. cannot pull right.!!!! loser. arse. u like a bloody gay man. u arse.. farkk u. jingsen ah. don mix with this kind of loser lah. sibei cb wan. no good. cannot get influenced hor. especially the 1i cheena boy. so act. eeeeks!>.< digusting. u so cute. so clever so mature. dont go with this kind of immature assholey bastardly useless hopeless arseholes k? ahhas. hope ur jie will help you. can mix with them but dont get into trouble. and dont get influenced lorr. =) wheeeheee~~ kk cursed enough. wanna relax.. ahhas.. pheww--
Hmmms. my class have two funny girls keep complaining about each other. lolss. when will they stop. haiss. tt so much hw sia. siann-- tt somemore mon tuition class closed. fuck it. eyes gonna become two lines liao. so damn tired. haiss-- yahh. kks. buh bye--

`BELLA*

heyys.. sure. cheena new year. name the date. should be can. miss rosyth alot. wanna go back. ahhas. tt hope can see 'him'. pui pui pui. why i so naive. bleah. kk. anyway.. yerpp. can go back lorr. letter.. no need rush lahh k? just take ur time.. lolss. ehss. then. tell ur bro don mix with brandoon he dont look like good boy. not at all. and damn vulgar also. can mix lahh. but dont get influenced lorr. and he is so damn cute!!!! im in love with him. lolss. ahhas. jkjk lahh. dora. she cute bahs. to me not say chio. maopei. come to look. she's also cute and sweet.n not say chio. chio is like ah lian chio. big eyes. xiong da.. all those stuff lorr. yerpp. so she's sweet looking. dora looks cute and innocent with veh chubby cheeks. yeahh-- ahhas. kk. tc. mwahhss--

2005-01-24T21:12:00.000-08:00

haiss. haiss. haiss. really wanna slap her. dman angry with her. slap slap slap!!!! you know what!?! i am damn angry with you! why must you smoke?!?!! ='( so sad. i trusted you. :'( you must keep your promise. stop smoking. you have brains looks why must you smoke. your my friend. how can i dont care. i really feel like slapping you. especially if i told you so many times!!! your my best friend somemore!! dora bella. i 'cannot live'<-(not tt kua zhang lah) without them. but why must you smoke. it may not be a big deal to you but it is a very big deal to me. you have problems can tell me. i seriously hopw your not addicted to it. :'( because if you are i dont know what to do to help you. im afraid ill go to the extent of telling the teachers. its addictive. please stop,:'( i beg you... i dont know why i care so much. but im not a lesbian okay!!! but your my so good friend. i just hope. you wont turn out to be...i just dont want you to waste away your life. so please. haiss. Bella the letter thing. its okay. dont need to rush. yerpp =) love ya bro. lols dunno why also. didnt find him so cute before. he went to PA. so sad. yahh. hmms. hows your life. see from your blog should be okay heh? study hard!! no slacking ah. thats what you always tell me .now my turn to tell you. ahhas. kks. take care. love yah. mwahhsss- =)

2005-01-18T22:32:00.001-08:00

wheeheee- dora and me are like so in love with jingsen!! lols. bella hope your seeing this!!! i love your brother!!he's just so damn cute. ahhas- when i see him i just cannot bear shouting his name. he is so cute!!!!! ahhh!!! lols. you think im crazy right? lols. sorry. apologies.*tiday my hair look straight* and...*screams like a mad dog again* ahhas. nothing muched happened these few days i guess. so nothing much to post either. yahh. ehs.kk. buh bye-

2005-01-18T22:32:00.000-08:00

its been a freakin long time since ive posted. ehss. many things happnened but. lazy to type. ahhass. firstly. on shermain's birthday. dora irene sher and me went out to cineleisure. me and dora had the most fun playing the arcade. irene and shermain... nvr play much lor. budden bought their bag tt met damien and terrence there. yahh. whoa damien hair damn stylo. he even wore a pink tee. pink veh nice meh? boys wear pink like a freakin pink pather. ahhas. tt he still wear sunglasses somemore. ahhass. wear until too qua zhang le bah. running late. so last minute just took one neo as ji nian ri. for shermain. tt met p wif damien and terrence tt went home. ahhas. the terrence so malu. dunno malu what. don dare stand wif us and talk to us. lols. so poor thing lor. then when reach kovan heard from damien tt if i wanna see 'him' can go to the payalabar the community centre the basketball court. i was like damn happy lah. ahhas. but i didnt go. cause.. too lazy. ahhas. tt sunday. parents non stop nagging. its like both of em have pms or something. cant be bothered to type out what my damn father said. fuck it man. fuck it. yah. i know im losing my english. i know u 'care'. but im trying. ill try. for now. notjust yet. if he wants me to be the ever so civilised suzanne daughter of his. then sorry i dont want to be her. -.- i dont care or whatsoever. anyway. just yesterday shermain and irene and felicia came to my house till 7pm. then dora came at 7 ahhas. and we studied till 10 at night together. i kinda liked the feeling. i dont know why. but to me its like kinda fun? lolss. im not a les. just feel like... its.. i dont know how to explain. the feelings just great! ahhas. we really studied. didnt play. =) hope can do it again sometime and dora can sleep over. tt will be like the best thing ever! ahhas. crazy. bleah. whatever. anyway, today.. nothing much happened . lazy to write more. fngers getting lazy. buh bye- nitess- sweet dreams.

2005-01-17T22:21:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!!! im screaming my head off. I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED! fuck it. my fucking father fucking mutha. what the fucking hell is their fookin prob man. are they like suffering from depression or mood swings or something? i think my damn father is becoming a woman. tts why he's getting pms. if you dont want me to touch your com. tell me in the face u sonnova arsehole! you damn fucker. dont try to say it to somebody or whatever. i dont take hints. "thats why you will always be-blah- suzanne..thats why you'll always be -blah-" duh?!?!?! she is so damn fucking civilised. high class. can take in whatever you say. she's smart. so what? she's growing up too fast. i think your forcing her u sonnova bitch. my sister will say that i have no sense or whatsoever when i talk. well, so what you farking BITCH. just shut your damn gap. and quit picking on sarah just because you got no one else to pick on. she's not your damn slave. she's your damn sister! if you were her. guess how it would feel. bitch.. and u bloody mutha. what the fark is your prob. too. your dying.. ohh.. i see. okay. thats all ill say. and shut up!okay. i think ive finished cursing. next chapter.. ding!

2005-01-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

so damn long nvr blog. veh lazy.=P anyway. talked to bella yesterday i think. yeah yesterday. whoa. i like felt so damn happy lor. we talk alot. share alot of probs. budden nvr really got to tell her about everything. thats why im gonna send her a letter.=) haiss. just miss her and rosyth just so much lor. bring back so many memories. then i told her bout the "who" lor. then she like dora liddat keep like giving me false hope. if only was true lor. but its like we nvr contact for son long. if can just see him again i more than happy liao. haiss. then bella also have many friendship probs lor. she n dora quite alike leh. and i recieved their letter on the same day. i guess bella is helping me lots. and im helping dora lots.whee- ahhas. oh celebrated my fathers b'day. ate at pizza hut. so nice. budden i had to rush of for tuition. whoa that day tuition so many ppl lor. tt all so zhi siao wan. then saw many old ppl frm the last time class. ahhas. got one become chao shuai budden always overdress. i see liao keep laugh to myself. lols. then the weijie and the kumar veh funnie lor. the kumar guy like damn retarded leh. then weijie keep making fun of him. ahhas. veh funny lor. ahhas. he like damn gong lorr. haiss. then today have the damn band. sian ge ai si. then dora had some problems because of the dancing thing. haiss. she cannot move that flexibly like how the others do. then she feel veh out. so i try to help her lor. cause she a bit stiff. then ppl laugh her dancing before. then the teacher ask her why she cannot dance like others lor. then she cry. good thing i there to help her sia. ahhas. i know i veh buay ba budden. ahahs. jkjk. anyway. i tell her tt everyone is gd in smt. and ur just not gd in this lor. no one in this world is good in everything. but i just try to help make her less stiff. hope they win the competiton tomorrow lorr. ahhas.
and i love Lit. wahahahhas. learn bout the Holocaust all that. so cool sia. but very sad. i really wanna watch the movie lor. tt jewish ppl really damn poor thing. ur shud go look it up and find out urselves how horrible the german treated the Jews. they were practically inhuman! these few days hardly game maple. cause lazy. ahhas. wan sleep leh eyes gonna become dots liao. ahhas. tt have some more band . siann.
i today go find bella bro. go disturb him ahhas. his hair cut till like rambutan liddat. lols. budden he veh cute. and veh short. lols. tt the xiao daii kana jiao xun lorr. then still can diao the desiree. kaoss. cbk larhhs she. acbc. knn. hais. hack her lahh. act wan lahh. sibei cb wan. ahhas. tt now have lots of friends probs. lor. then keep thiking. getting facts right. i lazy to type out. yahh. kss. anyway wai ai kun liaos. so nites. bye-

2005-01-04T17:04:00.000-08:00

just wanted to say sorry to my friend. everyone is immature once in a while.ididnt say im not.jus tried to help u get better.im sorry i made things worse. just hope u will get better and things with u n hwann will be better too. well, wont disturb u again. so sorry once again.
`we are only at the age of 14
`having baby thoughts is a natural thing
`when we grow up tt we will figure things out ourselves
`thats learning the hard way.
`but i have known all the facts and know wad fukin LIFE is about
`i tried to be realistic
`ended up getting fucked.
`so ill just shut from now on.

2005-01-04T16:24:00.000-08:00

ahhas. hey hey hey hey!!! ahhas. didnt blog yesterday cause damn siann. slept earlier tt usual? lols. anyway. yesterday the sec.1 come. got some veh cute. some veh tall. some plump. all ok lah. except for some.. cheebye lor she. she scold sec.2 xia lan jus cause we make noise in canteen. kaoss. when you talk in the canteen is zhi ran hui create noise wan right? wad kind of nonsensical thing is tt. tt farking biatch. ahhas. anyway found her today. she looked much more horrible in real life. anyway whole sec.2 know bout her. tt she sure kana wan. wahahhahs. i know i veh evil lah. budden thats me!!!! ahhas. jkjk. jus damn pissed wif her tts all. don think daniel will beat her up bah i think he jus scold her. unless she show back atitude lah. ahhas. smack ya face gurly! kkk. anyway. today ah. got homework liao. tt become geog rap. so sucky. somemore my geog teacher is miss ang.. ahhas. actually miss ang don suck she bring back lotsa memories. miss 1e lots!!!! my class is jus boring. and dora's class is dead. she suffering frm depression now cause her class is jus too dead!!!! poor thing. pity her sia. wish had daniel or wingtong with us.. ='( so sad. miss em. haiss. nvrm. anyway saw derrick today. he looks much taller when he wear long pants. ahhas. he n an lian shermain wan same class. ahhas. oh my math teacher is suck a fooker.keep pointing middle finger when she talk. and also so many actions. then eye like got prob liddat. keep blinking later pajiao tt she know. tt say our FILE is our LIFE. wtf lah. so lame. anyhow say lor she. knn. sibei kp. anyway. i got hw liao. new principal sucks to the core. worst principal i ever had. ahhas. k enough cursing. bye-

Beautiful soul

i dont wannaother pretty face
i dont want just anyone da hold
i dont want my love to go to waste
i want you and you and your beautiful soul
ur the one i wanna chase
ur the one i wanna hold
i wont let anotehr minute go to waste
i want you and ur beautiful soul..

i hear this song till sian liao. from last year till now. kaoss. shud listen to his "best day of my life" "because you live" "take your sweet time" all veh nice too. ahhas. k g2g now. bye-

2005-01-02T19:35:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo. ahhas. so high!!!! wheeee~~~ ahhas. thr morning sucked the afternoon rocked and the evening sucked.. AGAIN. damn parents foooooking kp. think even my dad has pms i think. so asshole. like purposely make himself angry. they both help each other to get angry. keep scolding without finiding out the truth. fuck em lah. they damn cb lor. ahhas. kkk. nvrmm. anyway i went out with my frend again. wish i could have seen him but sadly i didnt. anyway we went to play arcade. whoa so suang lor!!!!!!ahhas. then go take some neos. then go back arcade again. i think i going to pok liao. ahhas. must save. bleah. as if i will. ahhas. tomorrow school reopen liao. damn excited to see the sec. 1's. dora say they veh cb. veh hiao. anyhow diao ppl. lols. tomorrow i see lor. and these few days keep raining. so damn *assholey*. ahhas. dunno wad word is tt also. anyhow make up wan. ahhas. today i play till chao fun. ahhas. hope some time can again bah. haiss. sec.2 liao. siann. cant game maple. so fucked up. only can game on weekends. so kp sia. knn. anyway.. met this girl called sarah on maple. she exactly same name as my little sister lor. so qiao sia. ahhas. she same age as me also. then i try help her as much as i can in maple like how ppl help me. hope she will become a fine mage!!!!! ahhas. ks lah. my younger sister keep bugging me cause she wan play com. ahhas. k bye- oh yah. now listining to music damn shiok.
Nobody's Fool
-fall back take a look at me and ull see im for real
-i feel what only i can feel
-and if that dont appeal to you
-let me know
-and ill go
-cause i flow
-better when my colours show
-and thats the way it has to be
-honestly
-cause creativity could nvr bloom in muh world
-i'd throw it all away before i lie
-so don call me with the comprimise
-hang up the phone i've got a backbone stronger than urs-

`lalalala laeyea *3
`yeah yeah yeah yeah~~
`if ur trying to turn me into someone else
`its easy too see
`im not down with that
`im nobody's fool
`if ur trying to turn me into something else
`i've seen it enough
`and im over that
`im nobodys fool
`if u wanna bring me down
`go aheadd and trrryyyy!!!
`go ahead n try...

-dont know
-u think u know me like yourself but i fear
-that ur only telling me what i wanna hear
-do you give a damn
-understand
-that i cant,not be what i am
-im not the milk n cereals in ur spoon
-its not a simple here we're gone so soon
-im might have fallen for that when i was fourteen
-and a little more green
-but its amazing what a couple of years could mean

`chorus*

2005-01-01T16:16:00.000-08:00

sian. today new year but damn sian. tomorrow go out kai kai wif dora. hope it will be fun. go play arcade!!!!! bahahahahas. school repopening liao. cant wait to see the sec.1's and quite excited to be sec.2. dunno why also. i must be crazy. ahhas. sec.2 veh stress. have streaiming. sian. ahhas. whoa. yesterday i play maple got 3 ppl give me things. must be my lucky day. two of them even party with me to help me level up. so nice!!! and today fiq n shaun dropped mesos. actually i dropped mesos for shaun. but he ah don pick up tt other ppl go pick up. that arse. scammer. kser. anyway fiqy is so nice. ahhas. think cause he lotsa money and damn proded. hmmm. i until now still haven do my jian bao all that. i very lazy. =P ahhas. i hack lah. budden a bit scared that teacher scold. bleah. ks. need go bath then game maple again. ahhas. fun!!!!! bye-

2004-12-31T20:01:00.000-08:00

heyy. today. started off bored. then mom decided to go out for lunch with her at PS. ate at Crystal Jade again. not bad. i had to dl maple story all over again just because of the damn patch tt ruined everything. today's weather was crazy-
-raining-
-stop for 5 min-
-raining-
-stop for 3 min-
-rain for less than 5 min-
-now no rain-
ahhas. the ppl downstairs barbecueing sure had some probs. pity them. lol.=P
ate cheese cake. feel like puking. family watching some movie
"a world without thieves" starting damn funny. ahhas. tomorrow suppose to go out with damien and others budden cant. cause sis already going out. gotta stay home take care of sarah. i dont know why. but dora is like giving me the cold shoulder.well, i feel that. i wonder if she is lying to me. my sis says "friends can betray you for money" my dad says "whats with your obsession with friendship?" well. dont know leh. i thought dora was a very gd friend something like bella but bella's still better. ahhas. she herself has some friendship problems. sorry not there to help. so i just gave her some advice. hope she'ss be okay. well, i guess i cant trust my dora that much anymore heh. really feel very sad if she lied to me. haiss-
she's like talking to me so damn coldly. am i being too les.? i hope not. i dont think i am. just cant imagine my gd friend lying to me over bf's and using my trust to get things out of me. really hope thats not the case. i bet my sister will say im being too sensitive. maybe i am. idont know. anyway. i wanna go wash up and get some sleep. ask my sister to help me tape inuyasha.ahhas. my eyes are getting so small till they are becoming little dots and i cant see.ahhas. okay-
- b y e -

dead blog

2004-12-30T16:28:00.000-08:00

blog has been dead for quite a few days. i was too lazy to post. anyway. nothing much happened. i think i cant remember, not nth happened. ahhas. yahh. well i just know i spent a boring christmas. i asked my friend out but she couldnt make it. sadly. now really sianning around at home for the last few days. finally. i got my new hp. i damn happy lah. samsung e700a. then damn coincidential my friend also got same hp as me somemore blue colour.ahhas. damn coincidential. tt somemore we got our hp ont the same day. wahahhas. tt he tell me he like his phone alot. then ask me if i like mine. "duh?!?!?! ofcourse i like lah. if not i buy for what?!!" wahahahs. cant wait for school to reopen i guess. started gaming maple again. cause nth to do. i game maple for 24hrs a day. how much 'sadder' can my life get? ahhas. well, quite exicited to meet my old classmates bah. wonder if they have change not. wahhahas. free of band practices. dman shiok. budden at the same time, i got nth to do. >.<
ks. guess thats all bah. later still must go for my sian tuition. bye-

2004-12-20T22:04:00.000-08:00

hey.aiya.gave it up on the passerby lah.but keep suspecting.its quite impossible to forget.just cannot trust liao lor.yah.call my family a bitch some more.this person surely is an arse. a LOSER .. a sore wan in fact.okok.veh late liao.i jus blog short entry tt go sleep.yah.tomorrow have the damn performance at Victoria Concert Hall.sian!!!! arhs.damn it.trying to game maple but cannot game.yah.give up.want go sleep ahhas.yah.k.nite-

2004-12-17T23:18:00.000-08:00

heys!back from the damn camp lor.it was.okay?boring.kinda.selpt only for 4 hours in two days!!!we practiced till 12pm yesterday.slept veh late.food was all right.only the morning breakfast kinda sucked.ahhas.eh.so happy my sister had taped for me inuyasha!!!!mwackss.wahahahas.anyway.have performance on tues. 10am to 11pm.tell me crazy or not.sure die.ahhas.hmmm.if anyone had passed by my blog.he or she would have seen how dirty those tags were.i thank my sister for helping me fight back the "passerby" whom i already know who he is.thanks syafiq for tagging. jus wanna tell you that, i certainly didnt start the fight."passerby" started it. i couldnt stand it.so i asked my sister to help me.i really think that "passerby" shouldnt be so immature.wait wait wait.i haven say finish yet."passerby" should face up to reality and should be glad that i broke with him rather than continue the damn relationship and make matters worse.so.he should seriously get over it and move on.even when i broke up with "u know who" i didnt go around insulting him.hacking his account and telling ppl than he's a bastard a f*cker and blah blah blah.what for say all those crap?does it help?no!!!so please.quit being such a baby and grow up.

2004-12-15T20:53:00.000-08:00

arh!!!!wheee~~~~ahhas. today was damn depressing saddening but fun n nice too. ahhas. u mus be thinking im damn weird rite?lols. anywae. today went put wif hc dora and joel(dora bf) ehss. whoa dora bf graduate liao niarhh. so cool wahahhas. can c she like him alot bahs. hmmms. but if he ever break wif her she say she will be ready. hope so bahs. quite worried for her. anywae. me n hc break liao. veh weird rite? today went out.. then on same day break. haiss. figured it out. i dont like him bahs. i dont like anyone. today.. saw sean kelly.. those group of 6-10 ppl lor. glad to see them, but damn depressed also. whoa. seany boi dye his hair!!!! naughty liaos. kelly also ah. become like paikia liddis. hope he is not bahs. haiss. damn shock to see kelly lor. haiss. tt run toilet cry. gd thing dora there. help me. haiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think nvrm lah. i know i still like him alot bahs. tts y break wif hc. keep seeing him wanna cry. but when dun c him really feel like seeing him.lols. weird~ =P hack lah. me decided liao. me wan stay single till grow up!!! cause. i stead so many ppl liao.. still keep thinking of him.. haiss. dunno when it will stop. nvm lah. he dun like me also nvrm. just hope he is happy lor. find good gf lor. haiss. me n my wishful thinking for past 1 and half year. nvrm lahh. i still like him alot. i continue to like lor. like till i grow up lor. hope he also will find his bahs. jus.. wanna see him again.. thats all. actually at the traffic light.. when saw alicia tiang.. jiali they all. then i holding hc hand.. whoa.. really felt like letting go. budden dui hc liddis veh unfair. so i jus.. liddat lor.tt went to arcade. haiss... nvrm nvrm sharon... leng jing yi dian. anyway .. hope hc understands bah. think he does. dui fang bu xi huan each other.. wads the use.. i pretend to like him.. cheat his feelings.. like veh bad. so jus break lor. dun cheat his feelings liao.he sure find better ger wan lah. so glad dora there for me. like when bella was always there for me. hope bella still rmb me bah hehs?lols.k. i think tats all for now.. another time tt blog lor.oh! oh! oh! i got band camp tomorrow till sat. so wont be blogging. when come back tt blog. ks. bye~

2004-12-11T22:31:00.000-08:00

hmmms.today ah.okay lor.nvr really speak much to him lor.nth much to do also lor.like sian.veh restless.i know i make him feel veh bad.like i playing wif him liddat.i really dunno what to do lor.i also don wan to "sack" him.then now we speaking like normal frens lor.like last time liddis.today only sms twice.haiss.damn depressed niarh.nvrm.tomorrow have the christmas party.shud b fun bahs.budden i so old liao..ahhas.yah.my jie getting her mp3 lor...happy for her..i wanna get my hp.ahha.tonight have princess-d!!!!!!!!!!!!!so nice.i must watch have edison chen!!!ahhas.yah.hmms.really wanna buy Inuyasha budden sadly no money.haiss.bo lui ah bo lui ah..last time lor always lao lui lao lui.. then now bo lui... too bad for me lor.ahhas.my jie borrowed these two books "My Cup Runneth Over" "Teen Idol" whoa.. damn nice sia.the My Cup Runneth Over still have continuation but i mus go library n borrow myself.yah.bad jie.bad bad jie.ahhas.jk.those books damn nice.one quite realistic.the other not very.but still veh veh veh nice!!!!!!!!!!mwahahaahas.didnt know this kind of book was nice.nvr really wanted to read them.jus see the thickness and i give up liao.ahhas.lazy...=P
yahh.k.guess thats all for today bah.ba bye~

2004-12-10T21:56:00.000-08:00

okay.settled things.hope he's better.well i am.really am sorry .really seriously am.but if wan to last.had to tell him how i feel if not..keep inside tt end up like last time.dunno y keep saying i wanna sack him.pls lor.i nvr lor.i say liao jus take things slow.cause i not say veh ready.i know i had said all those things in the past.mayb i too chong dong bah make u think all those things.i also in the wrong.really am glad tt he veh undersatnding.really veh glad.if not..things wud be bad.thanks fiq.thanks alot for helping me.hope u n hwan also get along real well.well,guess thats all for now.hope he simmers down.yerp.k.g2g.bye.

2004-12-10T20:08:00.000-08:00

hmms.today huh.ehhs.band lor.damn gay teacher again.mwahahhas.then.. okay bahs.damn tiring.hmms.my sec. 4 NA senior kana scold.haiss.so poor thing..guess miss cheh real veh angry bahs.yerp if is me i also sure chao angry wan.so so sad for her.hope she change her attitude bah.but i have no say lah.haiss.yah.band camp going to be in a few days time.Thursday.yahh.haiss.today suppose to go meet dear wan.budden he nvr sms me so tot he dun wan liao.wait half an hour i give up lor.yah.didnt noe he waited for 1hr!!!awww... man.. i feel fucking bad.haiss.dunno what to do niarh.i want to meet him..budden not solo.not one on one.feel scared.. nervous..dunno what about.seems like im avoiding him but im not!!!arhh.. really dunno what to do..like no sweet feeling liddis.haiss.budden i dun wan break wif him.really wan this to last heh..dun wan get new bf liao or fall in love wif someone else liao.arhh!!!REALITY SHARON!! damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck it..flustered.kkkkkk.. nvrmm..need to think!!!

2004-12-09T20:01:00.000-08:00

ahhh.today huh? sian lor.really nth to do and somemore haf a fucking flu.damn my nose is damn irritating lah.so sian i go n dl maple story to play again lor.added bjorn in my friends.still haven ask shaun yettt.haiss.really chao sian.jie whole day use com. cannot chat to dear lor. yah noe he bad mood.last two days nvr chat at all.i always not online tt he owaes online wait for me.haiss.so sorry ah. haiss.also wan to chat to u mah.budden is real cannot.if liddis u buay ta han liao tt school re open bu shi gen chan..haiss.if only i same school as u.sad sad.anywaes.tomorrow got band...sian.budden can c dear dear!!!!mwahahaahhas.!!!!lols.ahhas.tomorrow gay instructor teaching us!!!bahahahas!!!funnie nairhh.oh and dear huh u can stop worrying worrying bout me k?me not sad lahh jus restless lor.like zombie.ahhahs.yah.ks.i think nth to blog ler bah.hope my mutha wun come home kp*ing non stop bahs.lao pa so poor thing.. whole day mus take her scolding.and DAMN!!! my skirt not ready till Mon.!!!! how?!!?!?! haiss.die lor mutha sure pissed wan.fuck it lahh.haiss.nvrm.hack her.k siann ah!!!!!!!!!!go liao lah.love ya ks.dun bad mood.bye.

2004-12-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

lols.ks sry.. but im back.lols.this post is for dear wan lahh n my jie.yerpp.hmmm.jie first.

To JIE:heys.thanks alot for concerning and blah blah.but really i still like my skin alot.mayb if u find a nice one.lemmi see lor.then when i sian of this skin tt i change to tt one lor.yahh.ehss.thanks again.so gd huh u get mp3.lols.me get new hp!!!hehes.yah.oh..band...so sian.ahhas.yahh.mummy ah.. haiss.she mood swing niarhh.lols.hack lah dun get so pissed heh.yahh.cause if we all throw temper n all complain tt daddy how..yah.mus rmb him leh.cause he oso chao stressed.yah.ks.i go liao.thanks again.bye!!!!i go watch INUYASHA!!!mwahahaha!ahhas.k.nitez+~

Dear Dear: hey, hmmm dun get so pissed over wad ppl sae heh.hack lahh even if its disgusting to em.nvrm lah.ppl haf diff point of view wan mah. jus let them sae lor.if everyone think it looks beautiful.. then..whoa..scary sia.lols.yahh.so dun get pissed k?hmmms.thanks lots for understanding heh?lols.miss you too.hmmm.take care of urself pls dun punch here punch there liao k?love ya...mwackss.nitez-sweet dreams-buais`

2004-12-08T21:49:00.000-08:00

hmms.past 2 days nth much happening bahs.have band lor today.oh.mother.. she's becoming damn crazy..haiss.can't stand her niarhh.still keep saying that what"if we dun get involved in BGR we wont take risk of getting pregnant." duh..tt i noe lahh.but kaoss.i noe myself ..wun happen de lor.they lecture us non stop liao.n my mother non stop kp. keep saying she so stressed so. and she like making her damn life so miserable for herself. dunno for what.also nothing happen or what lor.everything also wan complain.we also nvr wear so many clotes also wan complain.so fuck lah.arhh!!!hack her.damn irritating.yah.school re open mus concentrate on studies."*ahem*(u noe hu u are) ah hope u noe i wun have so much time for u bahs.hope u dun mind heh?i noe liddis like veh unfair.but we discuss before rite?if reallt cannot for u ..u tell me lor.. then..ahh.yahh u noe wad will happen..hope it wun bahs.we will still haf time for each other de lah..jus not so much time heh.yah.thousand apologies."yahh.k.nth to sae liao.buais.

2004-12-06T11:35:00.000-08:00

so long nvr update liao.blog DEAD! mwahahahas.lols.jie lor call me update. hmms. finally xiang tong le bah i think.. yah.like my friend said.. what for still wait if in his heart i no longer exist..haiss i so niave niarh.anywae tts the past love "him" now.jus hope we will last long bah.trying my best to understand him lor.yeah.ahhas.k.hugs!!!! hees. k.ehs.band.. yahh.whoa the exchange freaggin tiring!!!!! ahhas. budden so long over liaos.. yesterday..whoa.. band instructor chao pissed..lols.haiss tt i had tuition.miss teo.. cute as ever.. class. siann as ever.lols.budden nvrm lah new year!!!must be happy!! mwahahas.siann wed. haf band.lols.ks.nvrm can watch Inushya!!!!mwahahas.!!!ks.go liao.bye.

2004-11-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

haisss.came back from Bangkok a damn long time ago.sad sad. thought about it veh long liao.even asked my sis bout it.budden really dunno hoe to sae...and afraid kana reject cause of wad i done.. then think of it.. feel bit guilty cause sae like the "hu" forever mah.. somore 1yr plus liao still like niarhh. i chao pro.ahhas.budden guessed he long ago moved on ler bah.gd for him lor..happie for him lor.haiss.sad sad.wad to do neh? i also dunno..nvrm.. anywae .. Bangkok is damn disgusting lah.. first thing they ask u when u step into the damn hotel "Sir Mam, tonight we have a sex show.want to see?"or blah blah blah.. yahh.kaos.. its like fucking sick lah.ahhas. yarhh.budden things there nice n quite cheap.. food there also chao nice lah..ahhas...yahh.not much things lahh.yep..k.. go liao.. buais

lol...

2004-11-22T09:58:00.000-08:00

heys .. yozzie babies.. ahhas. i siao liaos.. haiss. now at airport lorr.. sian sian liddis .. saw this com. ren bu zhu must blog...ahhas. yarhh.hope it will be fun bahs go to bangkok. hope got many things to buy bahs.. be back by 26th ... whoa.. keep xiang ta.. ahhas. i freaggin sick man.. lol. blog so dead niarhh.ahhasss. siann. mei pestering me to let her use the com. ahhass. yarhh. siann sia...lol. hmmm. wonder what to type dunno also.. these few days okok bahs.. watched many movies niarhh. like shark tale... The Incredibles and Polar Express.. yahh i noe haven cum out in cinema yetn budden.. my father poded.. ahhass. so fun.. watch liaoo. ur husd watch more like xiao hai zhi type.. but veh nice... and shud watch mulan the special edition. i cry like mad nairhh.. ahhas. yarhh.. siann sia.. i dunno if i siann think ii jus bo liao bahs.. ahhas.. yarhh... cum back still got the bloody exchange wif Fuhua and the damn performance at Victoria Concert Hall!!! siann zhi bua.. haiss. hate band... fuck man. whish i didnt join it... ahhas.. farking siann. really.. k.. think i nothing to type ler bahh./.. oh yah.. dreamt of him sia.. ahhas. k.. go laioss. buais buais... miss ya all..

nth

2004-11-21T16:30:00.000-08:00

ahhh..today sunday... went to church.siann arhh. saw joel cousin..look okay but bit like nerd.. fucking tall. ahhas.hmmm. then came back lor.. go swimming lor..daddy bought Polar Express..dunno nice a not.. have not watched yet.SharkTale veh nice.veh funny also.. the stupid gay shark.. ahhas.haiss.tuesday goinf overseas liao!!! yeahoo!!! budden come back haf the damn exchange wif Fuhua sec.!!! siann ahh. haiss. damn boring.. tomorrow supposed to go out wif irene & sher.. budden dora not goinf i don want to go liao lor.. yarhh. cause go out wif them everything is neoprint.. i no money liaos.. ahhas.bleah.haiss.sister sleeping like pig.. me going to fall asleep liao.sad niarh.go holiday no one help us tape the 9pm show.. veh sad.. still wanna watch Stories Told By Ginger.. i noe i damn childish lah. budden saddening im depressed n love this kind of lame shows.. yarhh. ahhas. k.. sianning off~

2004-11-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

me n my jie.

fuck it.

2004-11-17T14:10:00.000-08:00

just like that. i hurt someone so badly. just words. promises that come out of my mouth. such short sentences. mean so much. jus a moment of happiness. only a feeling that lasts for a while. thought it wud last for a long time. but no. only a while. because of that. i hurt him so badly. fuck me, n my stupidity. what the hell was i doing at that time?!?!mayb.. jus to forget the past? but nvr. another toy. yeah. i guess that was it. me n my toys. what a fucker i am. fuck it. after 1 year...until now still cannot forget the past. am i mad or what?!?!forget it. its all over . now studies.. concentrate my dear sharon concentrate!!!! arh. what the hell was i thinking. nvrm. must be happy. bye.
The Promise

I know that lately
Things have been so hard
And looking out
Through your broken heart
All you can see is dark
And lonely days ahead
But remember Jesus said
[c h o r u s]
He knows every star in the sky
Every single tear that you cry
His love is here faithful and alive
I know that this world can be cold
In His arms you're never alone
That's His promise to you and I
When hope has disappeared
And your heart aches
You might not recognize
The touch of grace
But on the other side
Of every dying dream
His love is waiting patiently
[c h o r u s]
With every angel there's a love
That never leaves your side
His love is deeper than the ocean
Or a mountain high
You've got to know
There's hope in your heart
And if you listen with your heart
I know you'll hear Him say
You are My child and I am with you
Each and every day
He is the one who knows your soul
[c h o r u s]
That's the promise for you and I

2004-11-17T04:01:00.000-08:00

furuba grup image.. ahhas.

life

2004-11-08T22:45:00.000-08:00

siann. lor. ahhas. last few days sick arh. haf freaggin flu n freaggin headache.. budden okok lah. whoa.. think of band oni ah. siann ah. can die niarh. siann ahh! ahhas. lame. eh... yesterday went out wif mei mei go all the way to Orchard go see movie budden the show there too late liao. so we chiong to J8 to watch. ahhas. nice niarh. the cinema was so "big" diao-_-" hais. budden anywae oso damn nice and touching lah. lurf it! ahhas. then beought mei mei to some high class restaurant.. bought plate of lagsana.. oreo shake and 3 chicken wings.. damn satisfying.. ahhas. gd thing we had enough lui. whoa. their beef lagsana damn nice.. and gif damn big plate lah. so we all share lor.. but mei mei ate the most cause her b'day ma.. so we treating her lor. ahhas.went hme quite late lor.. mummy kpkp.. tt still must eat dinner niarh. haiss. nvrm. anywaes. watched CHAMPIONS woohoo! rock muh world baby! ahhas. tat show is like damn nice lah. ahhas. yarh. haiss. on Sunday cousin came over to house. we nvr go church cause sick.:D ahhas. suang man. anywae, talked to joel. haiss. saddening nairh. think of him again. dunno sad bout wad, tt saw moy fren blog. see he so guan xing.. so scared tt his nu peng you qi ta.. sad sad lor. think lotsa sad stuff. tt obviously moy jie wud call me a crazy. ahhas. nvrm. yah. asked my cousin lorts of ques. on what boys think when gers angri wif em or wanna breeak wif em.. wad wud they think n lotsa things bah. fun:D i know more now:D:D ahhas. yah. tt yesterday before my jie, mei ,me went to watch movie.. had to pick mei up frm Rosyth whoa.. see rosyth now the gers whoa chao bitchy act chio niarh.. budden school nvr reallie change much.. just tt nicer,,, ahhas. yah.lurf rosyth lots!tt walked to the bus stop.. so many memo. niarhh.. think of himm again.. must think i damn naive bahs. haiss. cant help it. i oso sumties find i veh rubbish. ahhas. sad sad. veh sad.. oh n met this new boy call Hwee Chen heard of him many times frm moy frens budden nvr c him b4.. didnt expect him to be in same tuition as me.. saw him twice.. once in tuition once in Compass. surname same as mine oso niarhh.. heard it in tuition. so qiao lor.. last time he like my fren she oso like him.. budden now thye like diff. ppl ler.. he so poor thing niarh.. like ger ger no like him.. lol.. he nice lah.. oni act bad oni..once get to know him.. he veh nice:D ahhas. yah. gd listener bah. yahs. no wonder moy fren can ai shang ta.. ahhas. yah. nice. guess liddat ler bah.. wan go rest.. head fuckin pain. bye.

miss you finally

2004-10-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

ahhas. exam over so long time ago liaos. ahhas. did not bad lah. at least still remain in express :D happie niarhs. ahhas. actuallie hor.. i added an entry quite long ago budden dunno why nvr appear nehs. f*** niarh.. ahhas. nvrm. anywaes. lets start from last Sunday me and my frend went to Orchard to watch movie. hees. so fun lor. oni me n my fren. no buddy else. we had lotsa fun.. watched Wimbledon. ahhas. hope my frend free can go again bahs. ahhas. yerp. then we went to Heeren take neoprint. whoa.. we took like half an hour finding the neoprint shop lor cause my jie go n say it was on the 3rd level so me n my fren go around like sum lost gundoos . ahhas. anywae.. take liao hor.. veh nice leh. sumore not rush hees! reallie was veh fun. wun 4get der. tank my fren lorts! ahhas. for celebrating muh belated b'day wif me! hees!okay lets move on....

Monday 25/10/2004

ahhas. this day sho damn funnie lor.. we like had some sexuality talk or o called workshop..and some retarded peeps asked some retarded questions like "when people haf sex, hoe does it feel? exciting ? tiring? pain? boring? or what?" lol. fucking lame question lor.. and obviously sick oso larh. ahhas. ya.. and many more funnie things lah.. dun really bother to rmb. lol. sick..:P

Wednesday 27/10/04
hrms. this day huh.. fun sia!!! we learn modern dancing veh veh veh cool!!! ahhas. the instructor pop dance damn pro. like miee cousin!!! ahahas. so cool niarh..:D hope i can learn.. i liked the dance:D budden hor.. we danced for like 2 &1/2hrs no break sia. fucking tired. then the next day my legs canot move at all. damn stiff. lor.. ahhas. now i sit down hor like a damn old lady lah stand up oso like old lady lah. kaos. then in toilet hor must haf smt to hold on to then can get my butt on the toilet bowl. arh. so freakking pain lor my legs. hais. nvrm. sian ah.. think of band oni ah.. make me wanna kill myself.. nvrm.. just think of going to Bangkok and the 9pm show everyday make me happie alot liaos:D ahhas. yah. kaes.. hand veh tired liao.. 8181~

ahh

2004-10-18T15:40:00.000-07:00

okay... lit. exam over ler.. veh happies.. ahhas. yahs.. hrmmsh... veh long nvr update muh blog liaos.. kaes... so lets start frm Saturday hmmsh... that day veh veh veh veh fun lehs!!!! ahhas... morning went swimming then at night went to high class high class restaurant eat dinner ahhas. sho 'kewl'..lamesh.. aha.. then we went ice -skating!!! actually started off hor.. my jie n me really hated it and kept screaming lors.. ahhas. yarhs.. funnie lor.. then after that i go change my skates cause too tight then can skate better liao hors.. then veh gdx! although still veh not steady budden can skate lah.. fell down on my ass 2 times.. ahhas. my jie so funnie lehs.. she keepholding on to the side she dun wan to skate across!!! i tell her damn fun lor!! she still dun wan tt still fall down so many time.. ahhas. poor thing.. then have these two boys in the skating ring skate chao pro. lor.. like flying niarh!!! ahhas. so xian mu tt keep looking at their skates and am chio.. ahhas. they both brothers lor.. budden black shirt brother skate better than beige shirt bro. ahhas. the beige shirt wan hor dancing to the music on ice!!! then... fall down!!! ahhas. tt he osho laugh.. damn funnie lors:P heeees. yah.. my jie ish freaggin infatuated wif them niarh.. dunno wad she see in them.. acuallie i osho lah.. budden oni a while.. moy jie hor.. infatuate damn long lehs.. ahhas. then haf one more boi skate quite pro lahs veh YANDAO!!! ahhas. yahs. 2 yrs older tt me wan. then still haf 3 sisters bout my age bahx.. skate chao pro osho.. they hold hand until both skate into the wall and fall.. ahhas. funnie sia!!! lols.. tt they nvr skate liaos.. got some baby play wif the metal thing hor.. then keep cumin infront of me.. whoa i scared sia omost fall.. ahhas. then sum of them even enjoy falling down.. lamesh!!! ahhas. yah. then.. ehs.. yah.. hear the music hor.. then c the lights and foam falling from the ceiling hor. reallie veh nice... must go again!!!!!!:D:D:D ahhas. yerps.

jie hope you can get over the black shirt boy bah*_____+`

now for Sunday hmmsh.. not much lahs.. went to Bugis take neoprints with muh mummy!!!ahhas. noe it sounds bit weird lahs. budden my mummy not bad looking wor!!! tank her lorts for everything!!! for spending sho much money on me!!! ahhas. i enjoyed myself thoroughly!!! ahhas. yahs. and thanks lorts for the cake osho!!! ahhas.love ya!~buais~

arhhh

2004-10-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

sian siann.. ahrh!!! i am so freaggin obsessed with Jesse Mccartney cause he is so damn yandao!!!! yarhs... kaox... budden like never heard of him before.. is watch the Cinderella story then have one song sang by him call Best Day Of My Life so damn nice!!!! lurfee him!!!! ahhas. obsession.. bloddy hell. anwaeys... my freaggin jie sae must quit my retarded language... ahhas. yah. so trying... and exams goin over liao.. so happy:D:D:D:D ahhas. b'dae cumin liao but exam haven over yet.. fuck it. hais. Jesse Mccartney reallie chao shuai!!!! ahhas. hais. my Hist. and geog. confirm is a FAIL!!!!! fuck it. dun care . over liaos. now left the bloody Lit. Math2. D&T & Art. damn lahs... hais. i tell ur hor.. must watch... WHITE CHICKS!!!!!! "lacukaracha" ahhas. damn funny man i laugh throughout the damn show!!!!!! so damn damn damn damn funnie!!!! i rate 5stars sia... damn funnie lor.. reallie must must must watch!!!!! ahhas. yahs. kaes.. nth to write liao. next time post sum pictures of Jesse Mccartney!!!! ahhas. im too obsessed liao.. ahhas.no lah.. see a while liao will sian wan. ahhas. yah. buais.

miee n lyfee!!

2004-10-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

haiss.... sho longg nvr update miee blog lershh... sianxx.. exam cumin liao lorsh.. must mug like sai! chao tiring niarh.. miee 4get liaos wad happen past few daes..yerps... hrmshh... can rmb tt last last week miee wingtong benjamin daniel and irene plae catching veh funnie veh fun wee osho catch fish frm e pond!!! ahhass. yahx.. now the fish in my glass bowl wif guppies!!! sho kawai!!!!!!!! ahhas..yahx.. haben die yet.,, sho surprising:D:D ahhax.. hmmshh.. oh yah... tish week ah... miee n irene and sher fight until cry lorsh.. cause i wan help Dora miee ducnh wan irene and sher to angri her mahs... sho in the end Irene qi miee lorsh.. den miee dunno she qi miee wad sho go n scold her n shout lorsh sae" what u want huh? please ,lor i nvr sae ish euur fault.." and blah blah blah.. then she keep diao miee lorsh.. tt i buay ta han cry lorsh.. budden now nvm lersh back to normal veh happies!!!!:D:D tink wee shudnt tok bad behind ppl back lor.. notch gd wan.. cux hor..ppl no fren veh sad wan.. and wee osho dun like if ppl sae our bad thing wan hor...sho must keep to ourself:D yahs.. 2dae Irene and Sher osho cum miee house studie.. actuallie more like plae piano.. ahhas... tt yesterdae Dora & Sher both osho cum lorsh.. yahs.. tt Dora plae the piano veh nishiee!!!!heex. then the thursdae assembly ahs.. sho sianz wan.. the first performance lah... oni spraying hair.. lamesh niarhs... yahs... tt thurs. night go tuition , weijie and syafiq veh zhi siao niarhs.. jux cuz nvr burn disc pretend to cry and whole 2hrs in class fuuck her fuuck tere wan.. ahhas.. yahs.. miee wan buy sho many thing lehs!!! wa go HMV!! wan go buy sho many comics!!!!!!!!!!!! but bo lui... (-_-") nvrm... yahs.. tt 2dae 4 guppies died!!!!!! ahs sho sad!!! muh money!!! ahhas. jkjk... budden real veh sad lor.. the gupy tt die hor veh nice lehh veh colourful. :-P haiss... veh stress nia.. studie like sai... actuallie not veh stress lah.. muh jie eben more worst learn tingxie until kun on bed.. ahhas. miee osho wan go kun liaos... 2molo haf math remedial..wan-an.. >.<*

>.*.zai ni shen bian pei ban ni yi bei zhi.*._______'+`

miee skool's open house!!!!!!

2004-09-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

hees....todae veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh CHAO CHAO CHAO CHAO fun lehs!!!!!!!!!! aharhs...hees... me took morning shift lors.. sho fun!!! first we twisted balloons for decoration... then we made the fries lor.. kep running out of fries nia..miee n irene bought 4 extra packets.. mis ang bought 15 big packets still not enough had to buy much more lors.. tink we made lorts of money bahs.. heex... yah... veh fun lors.. first i made the fries lor.. tt had to participate for band lors.. under the freagginn hot sun... hahas... budden nvm lahs.. anywaes.. after band miee n irene n frens stayed back to dunk ppl in the water!!! veh fun lors!!!!!heex...budden the packing up i veh lazy... hahas... then we went to Compasspoint lors... weijim said bye bye to me.. hoe surprising.. first time hear him talk.. hahas.. yah... then when we at compass haf two gers frm NA in our skoo der.. keep following us.. Dora damn scared lors.... hahas.. then we saw Kendre wib her mother..she looked like she wanted to cry lors.. hahas... then we jus said hi and faster go lors.. cause th two sec.2 gers.. follow us until toilet niarhs.. got 7-11 even follow us osho.. until we run to bus interchange anihoe take one bus lors..tt they there staring at us when the bus went off lors.. sho scarie lehs... hahas... anywaes..i enjoyed muh dae lors.. hees.. yahs.. kaes..wan go orh orh ler..nites~buais~

tuition

2004-09-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

okaes... me wanna start of on thursdae... miee after skool hors...take bus at Compasspoint the interchange lors... lorls... then i saw the grp of bois frm muh tuition.. didnt reallie notice them at first lah.. oni when they shang the 87 then saw the malay boi lors.. and the rest.. one boi ish same surname as miee der tts hoe i rmb him lahs.. tt the malay boi n the grp in the bus waving damn zhi xiao lors... then i just laughing..then when i went for tuition ahs.. i just step into the classroom tt the cheena boi sae "SHARON! eh SHARON!" then the Benjamin :Last time frm Rosyth oso..610: oso shout lors.. then sae "Eh! todae at the bus-stop it was you we saw rite!!" then the malay boi sae" ya lo!! tt u just keep laughing dunno for what!" lorls.. tt i jux sae hi lor.. yahs.. tt they keep asking me if i noe Shaun Wu lor.. ofcourse lah.. he last time muh classmate leis!! anywaes... after tuition the malay boi sae bye bye lor... quite friendly lahs.. yah..kae.. go liao..8181..

meet the parents session..

2004-09-03T17:55:00.000-07:00

heex!!! todae veh gd wor.. me after skool went for band la... then 4pm went down to meet muh mummiee for Meet The Parents session... haf one fren ah.. she fail 5 subjects niarh,....cry for 2hrs!!!!! sho long hors,,,,,,,like siao siao liddis... anywaes..me did quite well except for muh chinese,,,,math,,,,and D&T lors.. yahs...

English 78

Chinese 58

Math 53

Science 63

Literature 80

History 65

Geog. 76

D&T 50

Art 85

ya... liddis lor.. i bit angri wid muh lit. and English cause i oni miss 2 marks for each subjects to get highest in level!!! fArcks... anywaes.. nvm.. just work harder.. kaes..me wan to go n prepare for muh skool the open house 2molo.. needa buy balloons... heex.. yahs.. sho excited.. g2g.. buais!!!

holidae..

2004-09-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

hrmmss.. todae teachers dae.. holiday lors.. quite sian lahs. oni in the evening at 7 went to swim lors.. then went to heartland mall wib muh mei mei takkie neoprint lors... saw yibiao and a few cvss students lor.. all paikia wan..quite fun lahs.. then return library books.. at compasspoint... then take 119 go home.. sit in the bus veh suang lors.. heex.. tt listen to qi li xiang.. yahs..,now veh late lers.. mummy kp me,,,,go orh orh liaos.. nitex..~~~

teachers dae

2004-08-31T21:15:00.000-07:00

hrmms.. todaes veh fun wors.. budden sho sadx nv get to c the ppl i wanted to c .. haix.. budden enjoyed muhself lah.. but not reallie to the fullest lors.. bits sadx.. the performance veh nice wor.. we plae ""cant take my eyes off you" then a few sec.5's and muh 4 clasmtaes dance "Ai ni" veh cute.. their costume ish short skirt a tie ,long sleave shirt.. high socks.. aiya.. look alot like cindy's fressing lors.. heex.. veh chio nehs..then haf one ger sing for talentime sing like a woman niahs.. can join singapore idol.. everyone clap for her!!!:D:D sho nice!!! haix.. but me still sulking!!...todae if i had left skoo earlier tt can see the ppl i wanted to c lers.. budden the freaggin skoo end us sho late!!! arhs!!! hu ask me go n join band must plae for the freaggin performance.. i let off even later!!! freakx!!!!!!lolrs.. anywaes. after skoo rush home to bath lor.. saw bifang and the rest.. i quickly ran up took shower and we fetched bella frm Rosyth lors.. sho many upper sec. there nias.. saw Jeco.. muh jie ex-classmate.. he becum veh shuai.. muh jie sae huaxiang shuai budden nv c him lors... hRmMs.. muh frenx change quite alot lehs.. cut short fringe niahs..and cheryl hoi lost lorts of weight.. budden bifang nv change alot lah.. still like her lorts.. and bella too lorx.. :) veh happies...then went to Mrs Goh's house.. in the bus sho funnie lor.. muh keep cracking jokes.. heex.. hrmmss..then wut e went her house for about a hour n half lors.. veh fun.. we plae wif her baby!! sho cute!!! his name ish daniel.. he really veh cute lors.. :)he grow big big lers.. the hair veh nice... and can speak "his own language" hahax.. me keep playing wib him .. eben use hp and take his photo.. heex.. then he look sho blur...he even try n cover camera.. hahax... veh cute llors.. then mrs goh plaed a few hymes.. she plae veh nice lor.. veh xian mu.. harhs harhs..:P ehs. tt... we went home lor.. enjoyed muhself lorts.. budden still feeling sad cause canot c ahem ahem.. lolx.. anywaes.. hope to see ahem ahem soon bahx..>.<

todaes!!!

2004-08-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

hrmms... todae veh fun nehs.. after church went to beach road to eat .. sae muh cousins cousin.. lols.. the boi veh tall but look bitx nerd.. the ger nehs? same age as me in nanyang girls.. veh smart wors.. sho xian mu.. hahas.. anywaes.. then after tt went to muh auntie judy's house to swim!!! sho fun niarhs.. lap pool lehs.. shiok arhs.. then cum home and had wonderful dinner:D:Dhrms.. then took a walk to Heartland mall bought new shoes!!! yeahs!!! heex.. sho happies... yahs.. liddat lorss. and i changed muh blogskin.. sho happies.. muh like it lorts!!! kaes.. me wan do hw tt orh orh lers.. nitex~ buaix!

sho many things..

2004-08-27T14:22:00.000-07:00

sho long nv update darn blog liaos.. made new blog at www.xbroken-soul.blogdrive.com.. still trying to make it look better lor.. yahx... hmms.. reallie veh veh long nv update lers.. sho.. let muh start frm muh cousin birthday.. eh that was like last last week.. erms.. we had dinner at some cheena place.. the fodd veh nice lah.. tt we took walk at chinatown lor.. quite nice niarh.. heex... yah.. then we tok alot lor,.beh fun.. yah.. tats bout it for my cousins b'dae lor.. ehs.. then next ish .. i sho happiex!!! i got highest in class for eng. and muh geog. hab full marks!! the oni one i not happie ish cheena lor.. damn lan. oni get b4... sho sadx..yahs... hmmss.. wad else arh.. oh yah... me got gold for muh NAPFA~!!! sho happie niarhs.. first year got gold liao :D:D heex... ehs.. tt.. ah.. yah.. muh new furniture.. damn song niarhs.. muh auntie move house lah.. then all her old furniture gib us.. budden looks like new niarh.. all made of granite.. and the lights veh nice lor.:D:D hmms.. then muh mummie cum hme frm France ler. .. sho happie lor.. heex.. yah.. she bought sho much chocolate... heex.. muh grow fat fat lers.. heex... thens... err...todae haf some technology thing..sell com. and laptops and other devices in our skool or.. then... eh.. yah.. chao sian lor.. ahhax.. ehs.. then todae suppose to go 4 band buddden me pon. cause damn sian lor.. heex.. 2molo i bei ma liaos.. :P:P.. dun care lah.. yahs.. kaes lor.. me wan go heartland mall buy bag and shoes liao.. buaix~

sho happiex!

2004-08-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

eh.. chao long i never update blog liaox. cause lazy.. ahhaax.. no lah,... studying.. eh... sho happiex cause me score highest in class for Lit. wit one more ger eh... me studie beri hard for geog. and cheena and got gdiex markx too!!! heex! and me osho no more gan jue for mou mou ren ler.. ahahax.. gd lor... damn suang.. ehx... me actuallie can b councillour lehx.. budden cause ob band arh.. me canot becum.. cause band take uo lotsa time.. haix.sho sadx... budden me osho beri happiex!!! hee... guess wad!!!! todae when i rushing hme frm band cause mux go for the saxaphone concert horx.. i saw Kelly and his kor in the LRT... heex... he grow tall tall liaox... :P... eben muh sec.2 fren sae he cute nehx.. muh feel happiex and sadx lah.. dunno y osho.. haix// but more towards hapie cause beri long nv see him ler!!!:D:D:D eh.. he osho becum black black liaox.. eh.. budden his eyes as big as ever.. ahahax...hai....so gladx... :) ... hope can c him again lor... i sae him, he sho shocked neh.. then me smiled and waved then he smile back lorx... guess we put our past behind bahx... yah... hee... tats gd.. :D:D.. kaes... me wan go orh orh liaox.. nitex~ sweetiexdreamx~ lurb ya all lotx!

mE n TiFf aNd eDnA bAoBeIx!!

2004-08-12T16:30:00.000-07:00

heex.. yesterdae.. muh n tiff. and edna go heatland mall buy present for Irene worx.. cause her b'day cumin liaox.. hopex shes happie bah... eh... then the Edna go buy one packet ob sweet.. me n tiff. coop all her sweets.. heex.. then i buy back one packet for her lor.. but we share lah.. heex... go out with them.. veri fun wor.. they veri funnnie.. :P.. heex.. ehx.. then we go take neo. tiff. sho funnie!!! she keep talking.. none of us listening to her lor.. ahahx...ppl tink she siao.. then i keep saying she veri funnie then she sae" y owaes me one.. y canot ur one.. y owaes me funnie one.. y owaes me.." ahahax.. aiya.. her reaction damn funnie lor.. then we all just ignoring her.. then she ownself talk to dunno hu.. ahaha.x.. then got 6 ppl go in one machine.. edna and tiff. go n peep and make so much noise wor... ahahax.. sho funniex.. then ppl cum out they look at us as if we alien liddis.. ahahax.. yah.. sho funnie.. sho nice frenx.. then arh.. todae in class minghui slash herself lor... so er xin leh.. non stop bleeding.. see oni feel like vomiting.. arh....then todae standerdized test bit chim worx.. haix.. hope i pass lor.. hab tuition frm 5to9.30 neh.. sianx.. anywaes... me g2g for tuition liao.. buaix..

pAsT fEw dAyS...

2004-08-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

reallie veri long i neva update blog liaox.. lazy.. ahhax... anywaes.. lotsa happenings lor.. eh...at skoo on Friday.. had National Day Celebration.. quite fun lah.. budden i didnt like goin to skoo early in the morning for playing the National Anthem.. heex... then after that me went to Irene house to plae lor...whoa..plae until damn shiok lor.. lurb it lotx..Tiffany and Edna beri nice and Funny.. we had lotsa fun!!! Then the next day Saturday dae me went for band at Neptune Theathre for some performance lor... quite fun lah.. budden stae they for beri long lor.. until 8.30pm.. then muh fwenx wait for muh papa to cum until 9.55 liddiss bah.. ebery1 go hme ler by then.. skoo oso close liao.. oni 2 fwenx.. wait for muh,, tanx them lotx!!!eHx.. tHeN sunday.. so sad day.. sobx.. muh French cousins go to Bali.. i sent them off at the airport.. budden we had ice cream at swensens first.. heex.. so much fun..the ice cream rocked... heex..anywae.. miss them lotx.. but nebermind.. they cumin back 1 week later!!! yeah!!! :D:D heex..then me todae go Plaza Sing.. go eat Japanese food.. lolx.. me saw Bennet and his fwen ... so shocked.. ahahax.. then.. after that muh jie,mummy,mei and me go Heeren lor.. buy Jay-Chou Vo.5Cd!!! sO damn shiok!! then saw Kenshin the new soundtrack!! ahh!!! kenshin so suai!!! then saw H.O.T the album!!! aHh!!! tHey sO sUai !!! tHey rOx!! budden i bo lui.. so sadx.. muh wanna cry.. i reallie wanna buy Kenshin and H.O.T album!!! but bo lui.. hack lah.. haix.. anywaes.. then we went to buy badges to put on bag.. heex.. so funnie... muh mummy oso like lor.. we had so much fun lor.. lurb that time.. then we saw a signboard saying "I'd Rather Be An Old Fart Than A Young Dickhead." hahax.. me n muh mummy lagh our heads off.. then the quite old man beside us also laughed.. though he looked kinda civilised.. ahahax.. then went to but pencil box for muh jie and bought irene's present.. then we go Paragon to buy dunno wad.. 4get liao.. hahax.. then we saw the Alloicious from PCK!!! hahax.. he damn ugly and damn tall oso.. lolx.. then after that when walking back to the MRT station i saw Siongjun,Zen, and the teacher who asked me for directions in skoo ... kaox.. he was holding the coucilours hand.. and Siongjun had so much makeup on her face... eee. so Ah lian... then Zen look so er xin.. muh jie oso sae.. yuck man.. i cant believe that muh head councilour Siongjun ish that kind ob ger lor... eee... sumore teacher leh!!!! yuck dude!!! anywaes.. then when we in the MRT station i saw 2 CVSS sec.3 bois.. so dao mei.. why todae see so many CVSS ppl.. haix... then in the train me n muh mummy made alot of noise.. hahax.. the man opp. us was laughing.. hhaa....yah...then... get off train liao.. go hme lor.. so tired mah.. anywaes.. cum hme watch NDP lor.. nth much.. yah.. now.. me wanna go watch Singapore Idol liao.. nitex~

tOdAe bAhX...

2004-07-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

eh todaes quite fun lah.. but bit boring oso.. todae hab standerdized test lor.. lotx ppl copy work.. heeex.. then... then i 2molo haf detention for whole class lor.. cause we make noise.. haix.. so bad.. then i 2dae sit bus go hme haf lotsa St. Joseph gers lor.. then got one fat fat ger keep eating leh.. first she help her fren open the crackers then she her fren offer her ... she took one.. then keep taking until she finish half the packet.. then she keep acting cute.. tink she beri chio.. lolx.. i keep smiling... cause i wan to laugh then she tot i ke siao.. ahahax.. then i cum back.. nth to do lor... my art the clay make finish ler.. budden the prob ish tat... me got no feathers...hoe... haix.. kaes lah.. Charlie kor kor cum back ler... buai...

pPl cUm oVa...

2004-07-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

eh... todae muh France cousins came over.. whoaaa... Charlie kor kor becum so tall liao boutx 1.90+m tall bah.. veri kewl leh.. damn shiok.. heee... them muh other ger ger cousin oso beri tall liao.. sumore she oni grade 5 nia.. hMmMx... see them make me beri happie... make muh excited.. when i sad tink of them i beri happie liao.. me n her took neoprint leh.. hope can post it up soon bah... yupx.. eh.. then we go Compass Point to eat eat then Kor kor Charlie ownself go walk walk lor.. then we go Heartland mall shop shop... then go hme.. beri suang lor... bri happiex oso.. heex... yupx...kaes.. go orh orh liaox.. nitex..

sO mUcH hOmEwOrK...

2004-07-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

yAwNn... damn tired nia... 2dae cm back eat ler then i go do filling... then haf so much homework lor... the 2pid D&T i oso dunno hoe to do... kaox... then still must type out compo.. all those crap.. anywaes.. 2dae bit sianz wor... i passed muh sciecne and got 2nd in class for compo. budden still beri lan...yArH... hope can do like muh jie lor... wanna go cedar oso...haix... 2molo go cut hair ler.... hMmMx... yah.. kaes.. go orh orh liao.. nitex...

sMiLe eMpTy sOuL...

2004-07-25T13:55:00.000-07:00

eRmX.. todae wake up go church lor.. quite excited lor.. cause muh cousins frm France comin over to Singapore lor.. can plae wit her gameboy ler.. ahahax.. yah.. lame.. then we went to eat wit muh cousin joel at macs lor.. then beside us haf 3kids.. beri funnie wor.. i see hoe the older jie jie so selfish dun let the mei mei drink the drink.. reminds me of me being beri selfish owaes dun like to share things wit muh jie.. ahhax.. yah.. tt now find it bit funnie.. then the small ger ger so cute.. go n put ice-cream on her beef inside the burger.. ahahax.. yah.. noe its beri erxin budden beri funnie oso.. then her jie jie scold her lor.. then on my cousin sie got one boi boi looks perfectly normal budden the wae he tok to his daddy like a bit guai guai liddis.. lolx.. he damn excited to go shopping centre.. then we went out of macs lor.. cause beri cold mah.. then i saw the same old man me n muh jie saw last time at macs.. i tink its been 3 weeks seen i last saw him bah.. 2dae just saw him again lor.. saw him playin with the electric toy piano.. the notes he hit turns into some nice rhyme.. he keep playin the same tune and cryin.. last time we oso saw him cry.. beri sad for him lor... haix.. wonder wad happen to his family all tt kind of thin lor.. must b beri sad bah... tt cum hme lor.. then the doorbell ring... me n muh jie not wearin shorts then weboth start screamin like mad dogs.. ahahax.. muh jie more funnie lah.. then i faster put on shorts and answer the door lor.. yupx.. guess i stop here bah.. +`'-sMiLe eMpTy sOuL*-'`+

2dAeS aT bAnD!!!

2004-07-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

hMmX.. 2dAeS at band arh... quite fun and funnie oso.. budden in the morning arh.. kaox.. Hweeling scold the recruit until he cry nia.. so poor thing.. lolx.. she shiong mahz... then we plae alotta nice song lor... yupx.. bueri fun and funnie.. then haf 4 Shuqun ppl cum n plae in the band 3 of em ish flute one more ish trumpet... yupx... then after band i had to run five rounds lor cause i was late...budden i cheat oni run 3 rounds... heeex... [Winnie*] dun be angry wor.. hee... yah... then when go hme i walk to Compasspoint wit *Cheryl* lor.. yah.. then we walk on one level tt go hme lerr..ahahax..lame hor...we tok alot worx.. found out alotta things... yah.. so sadx.. then on the wae hme bought for papa n mummy ota lor... they sae quite nice.. hope so bah... kaes.. me wan go watch tv liao... *-+-*bUaiX*-+-*

[EvOn cUm mUh hUsE*]

2004-07-20T22:28:00.000-07:00

today not beri sian lah.. quite okay lah.. todae after skoo evon cum muh huse do the art project lor... then my old one must throw away cause Kendre spoilt it. i veri angry with her nia.. she ming ming broke off the head then tell evon "not my problem.u ownself settle with sharon" and can keep laughing sumore.. kaox.. damn kp nia.. damn bad lor.. then we spend so much time doin all ova again... and now like so diff. to make lor.. :'( haix.. then muh gd fren n her bf break le.. can see she still like him alot b budden she dun show der... so poor thing... haix... then me n evon tok alot of thing lor.. tok until beri suang.. ahahax... then my 2pid jie need to go post her Victoria Junior College the thin lor.. then 4get 2 brin then call me brin 4 her tt muh dad kp kp lor... wad i late.. kaox.. ish zanne herself damn late lor.. yarh.. late le.. go orh orh... nitex...

mE n mUh fReNx

2004-07-19T16:00:00.000-07:00

aH... todae cum home straight from skool lor... cause haf alotta home work... quite sian lor... i haf one fren bery bad leh... after her best friends break up with their stead she go n stead em.. so bad hor... haix... budden ... nobody owns the boys ma.. so canot blame her lor.. budden make muh the other two frenx bery sad lor.. budden they dunno lor.. now one of muh friend left out of the group... one by one.. owaes liddat der.. it neber ends... haix.. anywaes... todae nothing much lor... oh D&T started my first practical.. quite fun lah... budden oso a bit sian lor.. the teacher so moronic der.. now muh fren so sad.. budden i canot do anythin lor... if i help her then muh other fren will gif me that kind of face so just make fren with her lor.. bo bian.. hope she doin okay lor... ahhh... me n Bifang and Bella goin out on [National Day*] i tink... hope they can find time to go out bah... miss them lotx!!! mwackx! kaes lor.. need to go do muh homework ler..

aNoThEr siAn dAe..

2004-07-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

hEy hEyX!!! sO sian nia... nothing to do der.. anywaes.. todae go botanic gardens for the band thing lor.. see the skools plae...i go hme early lor...anywaes.. the ACS(i) plae like sissified tweetie birds lor... budden the Raffles Instituition plae until CHAO nice lor.. yar..guess just liddat ba.. then after that go hme lor... eat bao liao go Heartland mall lor see alll the ex-rosythian ppl lor.. and then oso see my band the sec.1 boi Vincent... hahax...he dun look like sec.1 look like p3.. lols..i noe a bit insulting lah budden reallie wor..ur shud see urself...haha.... sianz... kae lor..think nothing to sae le ba... nitiex...

sian ! nOtHiNg dA dO!!!

2004-07-14T15:30:00.000-07:00

chao long never update blogx liao...cause lazy..haha...anywaes...nothing much to sae oso ma...eh...nowadays..damn sian lor...nothing to do der...dun even haf skoo work...damn sian...oH....i mEt [Siewboon*]!! she very nice leh!!! sHe tEaCh mUh hOeDa uPloAd mUsIc aNd cOdEx!!eVeN tEaCh mE hOeDa mAkE mUh oWn wEbBieX i mEaN bLoGsKiN aNd gEt a fReE wEbBiEx tOo!!! sHe oSo vErI sMaRt aNd cUtE!!! hMmMx..wAd eLse..eH...todae...me n irene go CP lor..go until sian liao..just go there eat eat...then got one woman in the toilet crying leh!! cry until so can...she work in pizza hut i tink...eh...then...saw shermain and kendre lor...nth much ba...yar..guess just liddat lor...adios...

bored lor...

2004-07-09T19:02:00.000-07:00

aH...sian..so enter an entry lor..anywaes...that time muh standerdized test...i wrote so much leh...and dun even noe wad im writing..like got no storyline liddat...lolx...and sumore i wrote 5 pages..surely kana pinalized der...dammit lor...must learn to rite less...ahaha...lame..eh...todae haf band lor...a bit sian lah..veri little ppl go...:P...then sumore let them off early...so bad nia...qiuling shift to french horn..miss her..haix..so badx...i tink nth to sae le bah..ya..lazy to type...go orh orh le..bye..

^.^mUh aT sKoOlx^.^

2004-07-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

eh...toDay at skool not much lah...standerdized test gang gang over...oh yah...4gotta tok bout muh S.H.E lao shi hahax...damn funnie man...that time we had youth dae we had this celebratiopn of "CVSS world idol" lame hor..hahax..anywaes...there was this lame teacher hu skated up the stage and pretended to be that skating ger in *American Idol* and shrieked out "i believe i can skate,i believe i can skate to the gate..." and blah blah blah liddat i sae like not funnie budden if u were there ..haha..laugh till pengz wor!!! hahax... then my form teacher and some other teacher went up to stage brought their guitars and sang a proper song and sing damn nice wor...tHeN another group of lame chinese teachers one DAMN fat!!! oNe the ASS damn big and damn old another one tok like cheena woman and damn old oso then u noe wad they said ? she lifted up her hand and do some fucked up pose and said "Wo me shi S.H.E.." kAoX!!!we all laugh till pengz man!!! and the damn fat teacher hu ish muh chinese teacher..sae that she is Hebe..kAoX again!!!!hahax..she damn fat nia..hoeda be hebe...hahax...ahhh then when they sing the Miss Chan hu ish acting as the black guy and she ish our vice. principle go n sae "iM iN cOma..and would be happie to remain staying in coma" hahax... kaes...i guess liddat ler bah..eh no hor..still got the standerdized test thing...aiyah..nvm lah...next time then sae..buaix...

[yOuTh dAe!]

2004-07-04T20:36:00.000-07:00

aHhH!!!sO loNg nv uPdate my blog liaoz...alwaes feel like changing muh blogskin budden veh lazy..hahax...ah..these few daes sick...i even got rashes..ah...damn irrirtating nia..look so non-human..hahax..anywaes...damn sianz lor...nothing da do...met brenda...she veri chio leh..see her in pic. lah..chatted to her in msn..she seems damn nice...she n kendre mei tok veh alike....haiz...dunno y kendre and Dora keep fighting...thought they damn close der..well guess i was wrong...aiya...now so many new things to learn in class so diff. to understand...summore my damn cheena teacher becum like fucks liddat change until one fat ugly teacher who loves 5566 and SHE and try to act like them...ewww...damn er xin lor..hahax...anywaes..g2g le.. so bye..

siCk aT hOmE...

2004-06-29T13:41:00.000-07:00

hAiX...nOw aT hOmE...i cannot go to skoo neh!!!aRhH!!stupid fever...hate being sick man...it feels horrible...head pain like fucks! sumore canot eat so many things and eat yucky medicine...hate it...anywaes...the trip to Shanghai was great!!!budden the 2pid hotel dun even haf a swimming pool...budden their food and things rox!!!i bought so many things nia...somemore so cheap!!!!and their pizza hut!!!damn shiok man!!!!my family and i ate so much and it was so cheap!!!well,much much cheaper than singapores pizza hut...budden their environment...everywhere oso can smell shit smell der...:P...and they waste an awfu lot of electricity...at night their streets are so bright!so many lights...lols...kaes...g2g take medicine and orh orh ler...buaix..

_=bAcK tO sKoOl=_

2004-06-28T19:55:00.000-07:00

eHx...now skoo re open le lor...todae after skoo me kendre and dora go take neoprint..hahax...damn funnie wor...and damn fun oso...wHaHaHa...being back in skoo rockx man! mIsSsS aLlL mUh frennxx...and saw xxx again...lols...:$ haix...now new term so much to learn and DnT sux to the core.. was practically dreaming in class or maybe even salivating...hahax...anywaes...t was so damn boring!!!!now no more comp lesson ler leh..now ish music...sianz like dunno wadz...feeel so damn restlesss....likee so feeling liddat..so tired...like wan to orh orh forever until i not tired..lols...damn sianz!!!!!!aHhHz....so many ppl in muh skool dye their hair nia...even guai kia oso dye...lols..and those ger ger go n cut short fringe!!!eeee!!!!act as if they like heebe...anywaes..heebe sux...so...eh....they cut the fringe like so curly pong pong de lor..chao er xin lor....lolx...and my vice -chairman put mascara leh!!!eWWWWW!!!!...hahax..kae...wanna go plae liaoz...cyaz...

AiRpOrT!

2004-06-21T14:12:00.000-07:00

sObX sObX sObX!!!! now at aiport nia...miss all my frenx..boohoo..anywaes...quite fun here...cant wait to board the airplane...3.05 then board...haix....miss band already...hMmMzz..i tinkin of wadda buy for all of ur leh...wad ur wan neh..lols...bery ex. leh the things there...dunno if i have enough lui na not..shud be have lah...hahax...miss ur all lotx!!!!! kAess.i g2g ler..bUaIx/!!miSs yA! mWaCkXxX!!!

~~sToMaCh pAiN~ ~

2004-06-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

*yAwNx* today...i suppose to go for band der..budden i yesterday diarrhea until can die leh...i woke up at 2am in the morning complaining that i had stomach pain then... i diarrhea until like dunno what then vomited two times i diarrhea almost every 30 mins leh...then until my anus sore ah..lols..i know very sick lah..budden its the truth mah..lols..eHz..then...my daddy bring me see doctor lor..i took medicine every 4hrs..take 4 pills and that mineral salt water nia..haiz..anywaes..now better ler..budden i still must stay at home in case i stomach pain again...aHhH..oni 5 more days!!! and i goin to Shanghai!!! i reallie damn excited leh!!! :D:D:Djust thinking of it makes me so damn excited. lols..anywaes...i think i type enough le bah...i go n do homework le lor...buaix buaix!!!~ScArRed~

#Farefield Concert#

2004-06-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

mWaHaHaHaHa!!!! LoLs..very long never update blog ler..damn lazy ma...eHz..i today had band lor..as usual...from 9to5 then went home got dressed and went for the Farefield concert...whoa...eh...quite boring neh..budden still can lah...they play the El Camino Real! wah! i so jealous man...they plae until CHAO nice...so unfair...lols..anywaes...it ended at 9.15 liddat bah..then our section celebrated wishing Huey Fern, Mohaimin and Xinling to wish them all the best in their O and N levels...the cake Winnie(my sectional leader) ownself bake der..Xinling damn gan dong ..lols..then Mr Er came..then the whole band came...they cut cake and eat lor..i never eat lah..i went home ler...my father came ler...sO tIreD..wElL..nOw i gOiN tO sLeEp lE loR...aFtEr tHe cOnCeRt i eVeN mOrE tIrEd..kAeS..nItEx...~wInKx~

Burning to Dust

2004-06-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

mUaHaHaHaHaz!!!finally can log into my account..:P...anywaes..today damn shiok and damn suang....went out with my frenz to take neoprint walk walk plae plae then they cum to my house we listen to music and plae com. hahax..we did some very bad things to somebuddy nia...hope she doesnt get too sad...not we like to do that but we reallie cant stand her :P...aPolOgIeS to that ger...anywaes...we had lotsa fun...and the Nanchiau concert over ler...very fun budden oso very tiring wor...when all was over i took a bath and crashed...:P...cAnt wait to go to Shanghai!!!!just one more week!!!! yeahoo!!!!!:D:D:D:D hAiZ...i vEry depressed...jie i dunno if ur reading this...budden i haf some prob. leh....dun dare to tell u...haiz..i very troubled...haiz..lols....anywaes i try notta think of it...hMmMz...i still have so many things wanna buy nia...like snow angel and fruits basket...hMmMz...aNyWaes...i noe gonna swim ler..buaix buaix...check out all the links hor!!!!:D ~bO wEi gOnG~

Few More Days...

2004-06-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

eLloWx!!! hAhAx..sO LoNg nEvEr uPdAtE bLoG lEr...lAzY mAh...kAe...tOdAe i mUsT gO tO NanChiau Sec. for the N4 cluster nia...until 10pm neh...very tiring...eHz...Few more days to go overseas ler..i cant wait! i Saturday going out with my frenz worrr....damn shiok i cant wait! hMmMz....made 2 good frenz in Compassvale...Dorah and Irene they very funnie and nice wor...hOpE she and someone will last forever ...if she lose him she will damn sad der wor...thats why i very worried for her...anywaes...i want to buy Snow Angel!!!!!!! aRh! so irritated leh...i reallie wanna buy but no money...haiz...nvm...sO nOw...aS tImE fLiEs i'm waiting for my aunt to finish cooking lunch then i eat and go lor...so sian neh...mY mEi wAtChIn Tv...mY jIe iN tHe rOoM pLaYiNg cOm. !!!! WahHHhH...mE aNd mY jIe lAsT nIgHt cHaT vErY sHiOk! hAhAx...iM cRaPpIn aLoT mAn..cAuSe i dUnNo wAd tHe hElL dA wRiTe!!!kAe...i tInK tAtS alL fOr nOw...siGnInG oUt...bUaIx!

Live Life For The Sake Of It.

2004-06-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

wOoOhOo!!!! sO lOnG nEvEr uPdAtE bLoG lEr...hAhAx...aNyWaEs...mY thEsE hOlIdAyS aRe sO dAmN fUn!!! fIrsT i wEnT tO wAtCh Troy then Harry Potter wah!!! shiok man!!! later i going Shanghai!!!cant wait!!!!:D:D:D hMmMz...band oso quite okay lah...budden very tiring wor...tomorrow must go to school at 6.30 then walk to NanChiau sec. nia...tiring sia...then on the actual day band end at 10pm at night!!! siao hor!!!hAiZ..but quite fun lah...its takes up most of my time lor...kAe...and XUE TIAN SHI [Snow Angel] rox man!!! i must buy nia..!!!!!:D:D:D kAe...g2g..buaix.. ~pEaCe oUt~